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So far...

2011-07-07T13:04:00.000-07:00

Haven't been shooting for anything lately.
After browsing my previous albums, I found that this two are my favorite shots, so far...

A quick shot

2011-04-15T00:34:00.000-07:00

A new series of shots.
This is actually quick shot assignment, helping out my friend for his final project.

绵

2010-11-20T11:53:00.001-08:00

一个我蛮喜欢的作品。。

云

2010-11-04T12:15:00.000-07:00

某天下午，

天上的云好美，真的好美。。。

在天台遥望着它。。。

有种莫名的奇妙。。。

真想和它谈恋爱。。。

向它细说我的心事。。。

分享现在和过去。。。

不过，

短暂的它，

随风而去。。。

只好耐心的等。。。

慢慢等。。。

等到。。。

它再次出现。。。

Street shots

2010-11-01T12:56:00.000-07:00

都忘了何时是最后一次街拍了。。

好久。。好久。。。。

这次，改变了。。

My Old New Portrait shots

2010-11-01T12:46:00.000-07:00

It's been some time since my last post,

Here's some old new works of mine, enjoy...

Flora

2010-07-21T04:18:00.001-07:00

Path

2010-07-21T03:58:00.000-07:00

我。。。怎么了

2010-06-01T11:57:00.000-07:00

最近，情绪掉了。。。

部落格里，静了。。。

“我落泪，情绪零碎”

自从爸妈过来后，

我的时间彻底的调乱了。。。

一年里，

和家人相处的时间只有短短的两个月，

一路以来，

和女友的时间都被减短了。。。

挣扎，

我。。。怎么了？

开始感受不到自我。。。

去了哪？

没有定义的时间情节，

不懂，

接下来一秒的安排，

我。。。乱了，

亲爱的，

对不起。。。

体谅与包容，

自我反省，

重新安排，

计划，

将来，

我，

不懂。。。

开始觉得，

身体状况出了很多问题，

“突然累了”

或许吧。。。

我不是超人，

我不会飞，

超人没有眼泪，

我不落泪，

认住感觉，

哭旧了会累。。。

挣扎于身体状况与时间安排，

挣扎于朋友间的待遇，

人生的比赛与艰熬，

真的不了我真的那么令他们讨厌吗？

我在尽力，

我还在错吗？

难道个人感情与友谊的关系有关联吗？

教我，

告诉我，

你们的不满。。。

听到的，

我改了，

还能怎样。。。

我。。。怎么了？

亲爱的，

很多事情很突然，

把我推得。。。“突然累了”

累与泪，

它们是互动的。。。

想给于家人好的。。。时间在追。。。

想给于你最好的。。。时间在追。。。

当然，

没有休息的爱，

我愿意，

真的愿意，

情绪暴躁来自于哪里。。。

或许，

心情，

遭遇，

生活，

我真的乱了，

我需要陪伴，

还是自我冷静。。。

每天最清醒的时候，

只有。。。。。。

我。。。爱。。。你，

你。。。明吗？

Batu Caves 2010

2010-04-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

Here comes another TOA Phototribe Trip

As usual, photos can only be uploaded after the screening...

For certain pictures, there are exceptions...

here are some...

Curious for a moment

2010-04-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

I've been wondering...

Why best friends will jealous one another?

Previously, some one spam my chat box accusing me jealous my friend because of the previous post...

Well, frankly speaking, I don't...why would I jealous some one,

I mean I do appreciate what I have in my life,

Like what the spammers(superdick, hyperdick and wonderdick) mentioned, I have a great life,

I have a DSLR camera, n blah blah...

Obviously, those who can't stand their jealousy did something to my blog, not to mention who again...winks** hahaha XD

So, why would I jealous others, right?

Anyway, I do know who the spammers are, disappointments towards them...

Well, last but not least, my blog has a TRACKER installed...

So, IF and ONLY IF some of the "dicks" mentioned above want to spam again, make sure you don't HAVE an I.P. ADDRESS...or else, anytime you spam or leave anything there, I still can track you down^^

Good Luck!

p/s: Anyway, the previous post is just an expression stuff, and I DID MENTIONED I do not seek sympathy nor seeking attention, once again, this is MY BLOG, read it or leave it...

like it, visit it then; if you don't, pass by quietly will do me a favor, thanks...

Not being lan C here, just that, I don't like pussy who like to do childish stuffs to my blog, I share, unlike people who are freaking fake out there, creating hard times for others.

Even some of my TRUE friends can tell who the spammers are, so, you know yourself, it's a childish act I must say, do it again, and like what you spammed, "People like you disgust me"..

you guys disgust me and disgust yourself at the same time.

Well then, kids, IF you got issues, you don't have to slit your wrist, find that person to talk about it nicely, politely...anyway, Shakespear's poet don't make people sad, don't say that, I love poets, please.

Thanks for your attention, you know who you are, May your D*** bless you.

Untitled expressions

2010-04-11T11:10:00.000-07:00

It's a night i call it...

temper rise up easily recently...

don't ask why,

some decisions are made wisely without any reasons...

everyday i woke up,

open up my eyes,

mind start to work,

i'm thinking,

i'm working,

and the best part is i know...

...i'm living.

But for sure,

one thing i regret of doing is knowing i shouldn't lend a hand to one person...

empty hopes are proven as time goes by itself...

things started off nearly two years ago...

it all began with a simple friendship and hope begun to brought itself higher...

expectations and disaffection arose since then..until now...

I have a thought...for a moment...

disgrace...was given quietly...

leaving traces of disappointment...

but not permanent...

and I remembered once there's a period of atonement...

But for now,

what do i have to feel?

it is the numbness of all sorts of element that build me up now...

I'm not a good person, i must admit...

but if people spoke of i'm a bad person, i must deny as this is not a fact...

it's just different people gone through life with different experience that makes them have different point of view,

this is not something people don't know...

different philosophies are passed down to us, and will go on in the coming future...

it's just that different philosophies came out from different point of view...

combine some of them might actually creates contradictions...

So?

So, it depends on which situation your in, then apply it...

sometimes i do think of something – Taming yourself...

sounds like...err...

well, taming yourself, meaning you just have to chill, calm yourself down to think...

some one was born that way, living a better life than others...

but what for to jealous about...

i seldom jealous people with better lives than i do...

i just envy them...

but for certain people i met in life...

i do find that,

their jealousy could possibly cost you something...

even though you are at an innocent side...

may be they just feel great to see people suffers...

hell know...

I'm confused,

you treat one person nicely,

at the end,

you just get shit from them...

true what,

if you have doubts, go ahead and experience it...

Well, people live in a designated life...

meaning, some of the things in life you don't stand a chance to pick an option nor having alternatives out of it...

for example, you can't choose what name you want, who's your parents, rich or poor family...

these are the stuffs you HAVE to admit in life...that you ARE born that way...

well, this is a fact...

Life can be fun,

can be tough,

can be adventurous,

sad, happy, etc...

living with fear is what i want to stress about...

Living with fear embedded in your life...

fear of anything...

you can't sleep well,

even though you can,

you get nightmares...

In certain period of life,

human beings experience something different, something they never came across...

some even not under their expectations...

but what i know is...

no matter how tough life is,

you still have to come across with unwanted things, just chill with it...

To be frank,

i have certain heavy illness...

i don't know what it is yet...

i'm not telling anyone here, nor seeking attention or sympathy...

i just want to make an example,

life is short, damn short...

you won't know what you get the next day,

even though you are expecting something...

but i still believe in "law of attraction"...

so, cherish the moment when you woke up you are still a healthy person...

don't give people hard time...

spare mercy, don't rise up your anger or jealousy towards people...

it's not worth...

think of one thing, everyday...

if you left 24 hours to live...

what are the things you want to do...

who are the persons you want to be with...

how are you going to spend the time, wisely...

when is the right time to the things you have longed for...

where you want to go...

it is important...

now people are talking about "Go Green"

because they found earth is seriously damaged...

what if human beings also found out that life is affected by unwanted elements...

serious consciousness of matter in life...

does human being have "Go Green" campaign?

i'm 21 years old, old enough for me to think more than my pass few years of lives...

everyday, it counts...

as i am typing, i am thinking...

once there's one saying...

"people will only remember the one bad thing you did rather than 1,000 good deeds you made"

it is a fact though...

why? psychology stuffs, i guess...

bad things are like a mark in one person's life, it can't be washed off nor clean from others' memory...

it's odd, but you have admit this...

be cautious of what you do, think before act...

this is what i have been taught since i'm a kid...

further more, i'm 21...

every steps i take in life,

every words spoken...

means a lot in my life, it could be a promise,

the promise could be fragile or strong enough for one to accomplish it when the time comes...

concessions in life, it is a simple yet tough mission for us to keep...

Lastly, i just want to let you guys know,

this is just my personal expression post...

don't mind what i said,

may be some of the sentences are criticizing something,

but it's all about my life,

don't mind me...

Anyway, thanks for reading...

Comments are highly appreciated...

Second wave of photos

2010-04-08T00:32:00.000-07:00

The rest of the pictures..

well, i guess that's it..

looking forward for the next shooting session...

Lastly, C&C are highly appreciated...thanks!!

Brand new one

2010-03-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

A new try in studio wif frens...

Main shots..

stay tune for more pichas..haha XD

A new one

2010-03-25T11:54:00.000-07:00

After an intense final week of 2nd year 3rd sem...

finally, had a chance to try out my new babe–Nikon D300s

well, was helping a friend out with his assignment, fashion portrait...

i did a bit of testing shot...

C&C are highly appreciated, thanks.

Shang Hai continued...

2010-03-01T11:56:00.000-08:00

Some other street photography photos while i was havin my trip in Shang Hai...

上海 2010

2010-02-19T14:06:00.000-08:00

夜上海～夜上海～～

Just back from Shang Hai Trip...

Some pictures to share...

Storm behind

2010-01-21T13:22:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since d last untaken breath of wisdom...

regain the forgotten ways of life...

People, for some reasons...

they just chuck words into other's mind...

poisoning the unnecessary thoughts,

killing other softly...

on the other hand,

stabbing them with swords crafted with the finest lies...

leading people to nowhere but an end...

they die in vain...

never giving any chances,

for them to speak out the unspoken whispers,

showing no guilts...

tie n bind in the sorrowfulness...

behind the bars of lies...

what can one do to deny what others think of them?

feeling hopeless?

please, let the soul rest in peace...

unlikely to rest in the graves...

but living with disgrace,

having no trace...

of what they have shared...

Walking alone with storm behind...

without anxiety,

but with passion filled in the heart of oneself...

It's time to move on...

no turning back after all what just happened to me...

It's not something i never overcome before...

people don't want to give others an easy life...

It's ok, because you don't own your life from that person at the first place...

A great phrase I've learned...

"Live life to the fullest" (Henessy V.S.O.P)

纯粹打爽。。。

2010-01-06T07:56:00.000-08:00

终于回到一个自己最熟悉的地方了。。。

2010年，听说对肖蛇的朋友不是那么好。。。

或许迷信，但也可以是事实，信不信只见仁见智。。。

人生本来就是事与愿违的事情会一件件涌过来。。。

有时真的会令人喘不过一口气。。。

肖蛇的天秤座自己。。。

对于一切事物追求公平，

人人平等这道理更是离不开脑子。。。

今早，在飞机上看见云朵，在上面的掩盖不了蓝天。。。

在下方的，却铺盖了整个城市。。。

突然，脑子里头就冒出了此句

“下着山的人，回目一看，怎么会看的见正在上着山的人呢？”

自己已经过了最艰难的时刻，怎么还会记得别人难处（自私与现实的想法）

“上着山的人，往上一看，怎么会看的见已经下了山的人呢？”

自己在努力当中觉得辛苦，但友怎么懂经历以后获得的成果与满足感呢（鼓励性的话）

其实这偏文章只打出来发泄此刻的情绪与累坏了磨出来的脾气。。。

Over exposed mood

2009-12-26T09:25:00.000-08:00

I find this piece of photo quite interesting....

jz focus on d the colors....

"Chris"tmas carol...

2009-12-24T12:47:00.000-08:00

It's 25th of Dec...

Christmas a.k.a X'mas...

In certain country, it's winter...cold...

but yet, this is a festival many would feel the warmness in it...

Thanksgiving, celebration, presents, wishes...

Wishes are to be granted or not to be....

but not just faith decides all...

work your as* out if you wish so badly for something for someone, perhaps...

well, today...

I had my wish infuse in a heart of a creature...

the beat of the heart reminds me of everything...

It's a wish that would embed in my mind for the rest of my life...

This year, a very special christmas for me, i must say...

How i pass my special day?

How many presents i receive, if you may ask...

but that's not the topic i want to talk about...

it's the worst part if u screwed things up in a very special moment you've longed for....

but the motives or purposes remains...

not to mention other things,

sincere effort, planning, expectations, surprises....

well, the main idea of these "elements" put together for your very special someone...

gifts, celebrations....it work ya...

So, in short, i just want to say...

this year's christmas, i've tried out a lot of new stuffs...

"once in my life"...."for whom you seek, you may follow teh feeling"

i just want to walk myself out from my past, the very frightening darkness in me...

let's hope things get well, soon....

very soon....

Merry Christmas to everyone who reach here...haha..

Good night...

Moments; Memory of one typical Sunday evening

2009-12-20T01:05:00.000-08:00

Things seems to be like in a slow paste...

It's a pleasant evening...

In a relaxing mood...

Tranquility seems to be the best partner...

Awaiting...

Calm...

Life has change till then...

I enjoy part of it, but still neglect some...

In such peace...

Nothing tends to be disturbed by any obstacles...

Not to mention about things around me...

But pieces in the heart may or may not have done it, not on purpose, I suppose...

For the moment, until now...

The feeling of floating on a small boat...

In the middle of the lake, late evening...

Watching the sorrow of the sunset...

Listening the whispers of the wind, blowing...

The calm movement that crawls on your skin...

Reminds you of your very first encounter for such moment...

Close your eyes, feel it...

TOA Studio

2009-12-13T21:52:00.000-08:00

1st attempt to studio flash...

learned how2 direct, posing those stuffs...

规矩

2009-12-13T10:01:00.000-08:00

规矩。。

存在于世上每个角落，

每样事物。。。

跟着规矩走。。。

或许会获胜。。。

“游戏规矩”。。。

世上有些事情。。。

谁先有所举动，

破坏了规矩，

谁就是坏人。。。

表面看来，

坏人不值得同情。。。

有谁来了解当中的经过呢？

终结，坏人是我。。。

一切从此以后都会改变。。。

一切责任与负担由我当就是了。。。

Direct a shoot

2009-12-13T08:42:00.000-08:00

Photography final...

hahaha...let u guys "lick the sugar" 1st....

hav a sneak peak of some pictures here...

C&C appreciated...Thankx...

Anyway, 2day fren ask me2 direct...

well, it turned out badly.....

reminds me of my past,

i nvr learnt how to direct a photo shoot until now....

although its jz a bit of improvement on posing.....

but i'm not satisfied wif it....

will learn more in my coming future....

It's 10th of Dec

2009-12-09T08:04:00.000-08:00

Jz fnsh marker class 2day....

Boon Tiong expressed his deepest love for our class, AD085-1

hahaha....

well, anyway, throughout this whole week....

alot of work, pressure, stress, problems........

it's near d end, starting to loose things up.....

but sadly, i might fail one subject, as expected.....

let's jz pray i pass.....

Ok, anyway, there's some photography to share here....

it's jz test shots of my new model....

C&C appreciated...

Wednesday the 2nd...

2009-12-02T10:14:00.000-08:00

It's part of my memory.....

an interesting one i muz say....

i bang my car.....

same as last week....wednesday, same spot....

after class, jz whack beer lik water....

why? not emo, its not wat u think.....

cz its not my fault tis time.....

finally, i understand d true meaning of speechless in a hopless situation....

i do, seriously.....

anyway.....

its not abt money matter....n i know ur rich....

i dun nid any sympathy or compensation frm u....

a lot of things had been taught for tis moment....

you never understand.....

well, tis is wat it may turn out to be....

i will not take any action, coz i'm tired dy....for tis time, seriously...

i took a deep breath n not a word was spoken when accident happens....

i think tat's d least i can tolerate....

d rest, thk for urself....

it's true, ur jz a kid......

i shouldn't share wif u so much abt life...a mature one i muz specify....

well, thanks to my frens, i'm ok now.....

had fun, sing, beer n ciggie....

tat's d life i've longed for....

cz of d intensity of workload tis sem...

well, tat's all, folks...

Coincidence

2009-12-01T12:27:00.000-08:00

I dono..seriously...

a sign, a hint, or mayb coincidence?

well, it's jz something...so....sudden, recently...

i saw alot of things which reminds, sort of recall back d little details of my memory....

reflecting my past...

photographer.....

studio.....

stuffs i lik...

mayb its jz coincidence....

let it go...

灵感

2009-11-28T01:21:00.000-08:00

毛毛细雨，坐在咖啡厅里。。。

播着“我想要说”的歌曲。。。

天气凉凉地。。。

在电脑面前，手里的香烟，缓慢地。。。

吹熄。。。

不断想着，“说”。。

到底自己想说些什么。。。

Splashy types

2009-10-29T12:15:00.000-07:00

I keep on styling my work..for typography assignments...

Well, just got another email replied...

It totally defeat the purpose, what is it going to about the content in the book?

Anyway, i duno, my mind is blank for le' moment...

mayb got nothing to show tomorrow....

but still, i like my work....lolz...

B&W stands for Black & White

2009-10-29T12:09:00.000-07:00

Some shots for the photography trip...black and white....

Octopus Boy

2009-10-18T11:12:00.000-07:00

18th of October(Octopus)...lolz..

Birthday, it's a big difference compare2 last year...

BUT, doesnt mean tat its bad...

the differences are...

-i'm not alone anymore

-met n c'brate wif a new bunch of frens

-got a lomo camera

-no club activities

-frens bought me b'day cake instead of sis

n some more la....

Anyway, they r extremely welcoming....(@.@)

haha..its a good thing, i jz nid time2 adapt....

it's been ages since my last encounter for such "warmness"...

lastly, i should thank my Bii, Ejin....

she did a lot for my birthday....rilli appreciate everything....

Delighting you always

2009-10-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

Date: 13th of October 2009

Time: 12pm - 7pm

Location: Putrajaya

Model: Carrie

Photographer and assistant(s): Chris, Lai, Ejin

Equipments: Canon 5D, Canon 5D mark 2, 70-200 f2.8, 24-70 f2.8

p/s: 1st time portrait shot using canon 5D, one word, "chun!!"

Back from hometown

2009-09-08T13:37:00.000-07:00

Back from homtown....

took some pic2 share wif u guysss...

feel free2 click d pics4 original size....

c&c will b appreciated....thankzzz

A word from my old man...

2009-08-25T12:50:00.000-07:00

I'm a slow-mo in d rain,

not to slip into drain,

preferably not to gain,

just wanted to retain,

nevertheless i maintain...

well...went2 a movie wif dad jz nw...

on d way, a short distance...

some words r spoken....

not from me...

d convo stressed...

mentioning abt me...

mayb i am, mayb not...

i dun treat my family as it is...

there are no more family in my dictionary....

i dun make up my mind gather wif them....

any excuses i made is exceptions...

...or mayb d old man doesnt understands me at all....

issit a must to make them happy...

or issit a just to maintain wat it is...

well, i left for quite some time...

its not easy for me to feel d warmness as i expected at all....

i duno, i dun feel lik staying here at all...

i know its wrong, but i couldnt help it...

hmm...jz leave it....

...peace...

Randomism 2

2009-08-21T12:05:00.000-07:00

A lot is in my mind, but non of them r2 b spoken here...

jz dun feel lik......duno y...

hard4 me2 type out....

fingers lazy....perhaps...haha..

hmmm~anyway...its 22nd of Aug now...

feel lik goin back...

weird...i'm back2 where i belong...but feels lik i dun belong here at all...

hmm...mayb i'm not around here for quite some time dy...

n i'm used2 somewhere else, somewhere i call it another home....

somemore, some1 special is waiting4 me there...^^

anyway, somethng's bothering me...

dun wish2 repeat my pass,

friends, any1 can spell it easily...

but not every single human can really take it seriously....

not trying to say something here....

jz simply......mention...i guess...

bah...anythg la....

sleepy now....

Chapter 2.1 ends

2009-08-16T00:57:00.000-07:00

Another Sem...gone...done...

a loaded n productive semester...

n now i'm back in my place...

cozy, but not warm...

freezing, but not frozen...

felt awkward 2wards my homtown....

cousins r here, staying in my room, loosing comfortability n freedom....

weeks later, another bunch of relatives coming....loosing more comfortability n freedom....

struggle in a moody n disorder life....

holiday isn't as good as i think...

move on...

i'm crapping here now....

let d picture speaks through ur mind, bridge out the feeling straight to ur heart.....

Peaceful, silence....

d nite b4 i left, friday, 14th of August...

One year b4, SEYCY went up to look out point...

d exact day, exact date, exact place.....coincidence....

.......

nthg much2 talk abt dy....

怪

2009-08-02T02:00:00.000-07:00

感觉离开“家”很久了。。。

刚读完朋友punya blog。。。

发现自己很难融入之前一起出去的朋友。。。

很奇怪。。。

能想像到场面会很尴尬。。。

不过始终是要回去。。。

聚聚面。。。

随便啦。。。

还有两个星期。。。

Penang Trip '09 (Part 3)

2009-07-10T06:29:00.000-07:00

Guess this is d last part for d penang trip...

enjoy...^^

Penang Trip '09 (Part 2)

2009-07-05T01:32:00.000-07:00

Well, nothing much2 stress about....

it's jz pics...n pics....haha...enjoy...

Penang Trip '09

2009-07-04T07:56:00.000-07:00

Here comes another not so random post.....

lolz...

Went Penang with 4 of my frens during exploration week.....

it's sumthg super random wei.....

i received a call from my fren during midnite....

n d 2nd day, off we go.....to penang....

random, rite?

took tons of pics, but recently quite bz wif assignments, so.......

i may upload more pics soon.....

I rili like random stuffs...

2009-06-27T13:17:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson....

A well-known artist....had fallen recently...

well, i remember tat i used2 listen2 his song since i was a kid....

my dad love his song vli much....

2me, d impression in tis great artist goes to his fav move-moonwalk, n d sound "Owh!"

his songs r everywhere since he passed away....

a shocking news, indeed....

although i'm not rili a big fan of his, but i do respect tis artist....

his style, his move, his songs....

recently, abit emo....cz of his death...

he's jz lik sum1 close2 me...i duno y.....

mayb he reminded me of my past, my childhood....

well, guess tat's d reason, nthg much....

lastly, mayb michael rest in peace....

Apart from tat, 2day i went2 d rumah impian for moral project.....

well, tis is my time in an orphanage.....

d feeling was different from my expectation.....

at first, i dun feel lik staying long in there....honestly.....

mayb i dun lik kids?

well, but one thg for sure is, i have a lot in my mind during d time we were playing....

interaction occurs.....i guess...

they r all indians...

think abt it, their parents "abandoned" them......

living with other kids, they can't simply do wat they want,

request wat they want, feel d warmth of family....

they dun have wat we have in our daily lifes......

summore, we'r still complaining life isn't perfect, tis n tat....

i rili din know i would hav such deep feeling towards tis issue...until i met tis bunch of little victors.....lolz....

well, one last thg, i kena phlegm on my pants...i duno wch kid spit on it....==

but nvm la....altho it's disgusting...hahaha....jz wash it lo.....

anyway, rili hav2 start work during exploration week.....

time management, dude....

tat's it....

ciaoz, peeps....

Randomism

2009-06-24T11:18:00.000-07:00

I find myself like random stuffs.....

well, a lot has happened recently.....

it's like some shit which happened for the past....

involved the same "kid(s)"(a new name for him/her/them, because all the stuffs happened is damn childish)....not to mention here....

but this time, a lot of friends agree with me, because they kena also......

well, not to pick a fight with it, but just fucked it......

we are too old for this kind of stuffs.......

anyway, time isn't enough for me, i should make some adjustment, like BT(lecturer) told me....

need tons of rest, not some....

this is one packed week...yet happening.....

went to friend's birthday celebration and watched movie knowing that i have a test tomorrow...

wow...haha....

exploration week is around the corner, it's time to do extra work, i guess....

will learn new medium technics from Jun soon.....

hmm...what else.....

guess that's it....

ciaoz, people....

p/s: Transformer 2 damn chun wei, go watch it, it's worth every cents you pay....

like Shawn said, worth your 2 and half hour not doing assignments but to watch this movie...

Michael Bay, your the man! Feel like grabbing some transformers figures....haha...

A random one....

2009-06-15T11:59:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since my last sing k session..

went2 sunway redbox after class....

b'day c'bration4 a fren's fren of mine....

well, actually, i do know onli one(ee jin) out of 5 of them...

i mean REALLY know n stuffs...

but get along wif d others after some time....

kinda enjoy myself there, gone crazy weii~~

so.....figures....

well, i MAY BE ABLE to fnsh up all 4, plus two simplified figures...

nid2 rush, man....nid2 rush...

k then, i cannot tahan dy....

hav2 sleep now...

2mr morning presentation....

n a sleepless nite soon....

ciaozz~

Short Summary

2009-06-13T11:57:00.000-07:00

Since d blog is dead....

n i can on9.....

so, a simple update will do....

well, nothg special....

jz toa life, wif assignments, presentation coming up, test, and exploration week is around d corner...

sounds fast, half sem gone....

did learned something so far...

listed out one by one then,

cgpp class, learned to b extra kful wif everythg while doin d assignment...

for example, d color settings, cropmarks, bleeds n stuffs..

ad principle, well...from d subject title, yeah, learned some principles...

visual fundamentals, a.k.a. figure studies....

learned color pencil rendering, n starting to love simplified figure.....

as for color pencil, credits to my two si fu (masters), ee jin n jun....

moral studies....errr, not vli in to tis subject, but somhow learned somethg too....

creative thinkin, a boring yet interesting class, makes u thk out of d box...

but i'm still in d box....-.-'''

lastly, typo....i love d layout design thg, man....tat rili makes u do alot of research n makes u thk a lot....

well, so far...i appreciated tis sem....

cz every week go chill out once, decanter, a nice place2 drink...

so, basically, d whole week is around lik tat...

after all d stress, a fine nite in decanter rili balance back d mood....

ciaozz, peeps....

*oops, since one of my masters said i spelled her name wrongly.....

so, jz combine la...hahahaha...yee jin (ee jin) + Jun = Yee Jun

lolx....

TMnet wahh....

2009-06-04T19:00:00.001-07:00

My blog is almost dead...

due to the BEST service of streamyx...

sometimes i can surf d net, but MOST of the time i cant....

phone bill? paid dy la....

sien...

anyway, kinda bz-free-bz-free tis few weeks....

as usual, visual fundamental is d most heavy workload subject we have tis sem....

duhhh....duno wanna say wat dy...anyway, in coll now..so i can blog....

ciaoz, peeps....

Black n White

2009-05-30T12:27:00.000-07:00

Weekends

Well, lets talk abt wat happened lately...

nthg much, jz jot down as a part of memory...

ok, starts off wif monday, c.g.p.p. class...

d class ended wayyy earlier than d past two weeks...surprised...

we hav extra time2 do figures...

then come2 tuesday, as usual, advertising principle..

a short lecture n copy notes....nthg unusual....

rush back home for figures again....so, as u can c, how bz is visual fundamental class...

wednesday, d submission date for visual n sketches...

all i know is, i couldn't do properly since d workload times 4 dy...

but tat's jz an excuse...cz tat day, over 40 pieces of work are placed on d board n walls....

shame on me, not2 compare wif others, but compare my last sem work n tis sem's ....

i rili feel shameful n disappointed wif myself...for not having a good time management...

well, on thursday, moral studies...a class whch lecturer will eventually "spam" d infos...

nthg special as well....

friday, creative thinking n typo fundamentals....

finally, passed up 90% of d research dy, still got one last research due on 19th of June...

after class, went2 chill out in decanter, sri hartamas...at nite, of course...

i decided2 try out new stuffs for tis week's figure sketch...

experiment on color pencil, but is worse than kindergarden children's painting....

i felt great disappointment, although it's d first approach...

studying design, dun even know how2 use color pencil...

(not saying tat color pencil is easy or wat, its jz tat, to me its d easiest color medium of all)

but i still cant handle it well, not even d basic...

i need help, really....

my color skills truly sucks, i admit....

how?

i hav2 face y greatest fear, colors....

i lik colorful designs, but i dun dare2 use it on my own designs...

farnie huh....

hmm...speechless...

ciaoz..

Robbery?

2009-05-23T10:18:00.000-07:00

23rd of May 2009, 8:42p.m.

Around tat time...

A convo occurred in front of Maybank, near The One Academy

A guy approach and ask for cigarette...

Guy : Hey, leng zai...got cigarette? Nah, RM1, I buy one stick from you.

Me : (Reach my hand into pocket) U want mentol or dunhill light?

Guy : Dunhill light lah.

Me : (Took out d pack n gave him)

Guy : (He gave me RM1, but i din take lah.)

Guy : Thanks, erm..i just free from jail, wanted to take bus to wangsa maju. I onli got RM1, just now i went pyramid and asked, but the security guards complaint me..so, i have no choice but to come here and ask lo.

Me : Erm...i'm waiting for my friends.

Guy : Oh, don't get me wrong, i'm not asking for RM100 or Rm50, i just want RM10 from you to get a ride home, my friend moved dy bah, i duno where he is now...so, i just need RM10.

Me : Oh..(Keep on smoking and thinking)

Guy : Don't worry, i'll return the munee, where can i find u?

Me : U got hp o nt?

Guy : No, u stay around here ar?

Me : Oh, erm..i usually hang out in mingtien. (Took out some $ and gave him, bcz there were no guards around, no one around, in case he do something to me, haiz....jz gave him...) so, by any chance, if u meet me there, jz return d $ to me lo. (Although i know he wont) Anywway, what's your name?

Guy : Ah Keong.

Me : Oh, ok la, gotta go now.

After tat, get in my car, n went2 my planned activities...lolx....

Haiz....f*cking bad luck wei....

nvm la, as long as he din hurt me or "rob" me, can treat it as good luck dy...

Lesson learned: Next time don smoke in front of d bank at nite...X.X

Ciaoz, peeps...hop tat guy wont find me anymore....zz....

二零零九年五月二十日

2009-05-19T10:59:00.000-07:00

最近，人际关系。。。很烦

其实，也没什么。。。不好

但是，这种事情。。。很闲

虽然，已经经历。。。很多

不过，还是觉得。。。不爽

往往，身边很多。。。误会

然而，曾经想过。。。逃脱

最终，仍然尝试。。。面对

简单来说，暂时不想刁任何事情。。。随便吧。。。

功课先，有空的话，可以随时回去。。。

就此搁笔～

Melaka

2009-05-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

A trip to melaka...

2 days one nite trip...

was ok...

quite memorable,

not bcz of wat we did n eat,

its bcz of conflict,

i learned alot again...

No Life, drink till you forget.

2009-05-08T12:24:00.000-07:00

8th of May

had another beer session...

wow...

i drank alot recently...

killing myself softly, slowly...

well,

heard my fren describe d feeling abt drunk...

i rili wish i could....

i do, seriously...

to forget all d unnecessary stuffs i don wanna remember...

although its jz for a moment...

but rather than nothg...

almost had an accident...

tat bxxxh duno how2 drive or wat...

is f*cking green light weii...

came out from d side...

if i cant enuf time2 brake means kena dy...

f*ck weiii....

damn tak puas now....

haizz...

f*ck tat...

well, nothg2 say dy...

jz go2 sleep...

then d next day wake up plan again....

ciaozz, man....

Dream Generator, exist?

2009-05-07T14:25:00.000-07:00

5:26am

jz bck from a yamcha session....

quite tired...

went2 play pool...

loose 99...

no mood play...

after tat went2 station 1...

saw a bunch of angmo(s) singing damn high on stage...

farking annoying weii...

then fast fast fnsh d drink then ciaoz...

well, untill now..

i still cant walk out from d dark...

not afraid of it...

jz to admit...

i wan it to stay wif me...

well, guess tis is another emo post...

wat's wrong wif me?

i nid to go out often...

not2 stay in my room n think...

till then...

gonna find my "dream generator"...

ciaozz, peeps...

Feelings nowadays

2009-05-06T11:51:00.000-07:00

A few days back...

Isolation

between ME and the world...

not used to it...

but now,

I'm Connected...

now I'm not used it again...

what the hell?

I'm a weirdo,

may be...

But still,

I Miss them...

the days we spent...

But now,

I'm all Alone...

Not Around Too Long

2009-05-03T11:17:00.000-07:00

A random one...

i feel lik blogging 2day...

well, 1st of all..

i'm bck2 my study place..

never expect i would miss my homtown so much tis time...

mayb its bcz a three week stay..

alot has happened..

frens, reunion, met new frens...

from d minute i step into my room....

memories flashing bck in my mind..

cant stop d emo-ness...

all i can say is..

"till then, three months we'll hang out again"

hey, 3 months weii,

anythg could happen...

n its not short...

i nid2 come out n join my frens...

instead of staying in my room...

thots n memories wont stop2 hunt me...

well, i nid time..

to settle everything down..

try2 make myself used to tis old-new place...

p/s: i miss my family n frens f*cking much weii, seriously...

every minute i'm typing rite now, i feel d loneliness, n emo-ness...

damn, how?

Alcoholic Life

2009-04-26T22:43:00.000-07:00

After d first sien week at my homtown...

d following week...

for no reason...

5 beer sessions in one week...

dice...

cards...

games...

truth or dare...

jz hav fun n f*ck wif tis life...

5/7 nitez went2 drink...

the next day i woke up...

kinda suffer...

3 consecutive nitez of liquor and beer...

bcz i'm not happy wif my "home"...

i guess tis is the best way to "express"...

(sigh)

tis week will have another 2 sessions...again...

so...

hope i can fully enjoy myself...again...

wif my alcoholic life...

ciaozz~

感触

2009-04-21T13:05:00.000-07:00

最近闲荡的我无所事事。。

想了很多。。

厌倦这里的生活。。

有位朋友说。。

我想逃避。。

或许吧。。

突然想起以前在我生命中出现过的。。

人。。

那些带来了许多。。

好的。。

不好的。。

回忆的。。

才发现到。。

原来。。

人。。

真的。。

失去后才会珍惜。。

珍惜那些。。

不重视你。。

不珍惜你。。

的人。。

为什么。。

犯贱。。

无知。。

＊以上言论纯粹是凌晨4：15分的感触。。

Shade of moonlight

2009-04-20T06:38:00.001-07:00

This is another piece of work...

Title: Shade of Moonlight

Model: Bianca

Photo by: Chris

To me, it's still the same....flat

but i just like the toning...

Something extra...

really frustrated recently...

bad tempered...

i don't know why...

damn sien...

tired of something close to me...

bahh....

c&c appreciated, thanks~

I can't be a photographer

2009-04-18T01:48:00.000-07:00

Well, once again...

everytime i'm back in my hometown,

surely will go out for a shooting...

well, all i can say is....

i nvr pay much attention when i'm shooting....

my mind was totally out...

thinking other stuffs...

interuptions....

makes me wonder: "should i b holding tis dslr?"....

f*ck...

everytime i get less feel in my work...

anyway, jz a sharing...

c&c appreciated, if there's any...

thanks..

"She, had enough of her life

had enough of everyone around her wanted to escape from this life wonders around, with nobody beside her

but only her very own companion-The Bear"

Another piece of work, 1st try with vector art design.

短了！

2009-04-15T06:03:00.000-07:00

那条短了。。。
怎么办？！
喔～不要想歪。。。
我是说那条每天走的路短了。。。
简单来说。。。
生命天天都在减短。。。
而我在浪费生命。。。
aikz～。。。
闲到。。。
我每天很烦恼。。。
烦恼明天该做什么。。。
烦恼要去哪里。。。
烦恼和谁出去。。。
烦恼那条路会变的更短。。。
闲x2 到。。。
不是“多嗒”，就是喝茶。。。
不是他，就是他。。。
Puff～。。。
晕9了。。。

（搁笔）

怎样?

2009-04-13T18:36:00.000-07:00

喝茶。。。
同个地点。。。
同一包烟。。。
不同的人。。。
感觉生疏。。。

没有九号球排挡，
没有“多嗒”的伙伴，
郁闷到极点。。。

闲。。。

PIKOM PC Fair 2009

2009-04-11T15:17:00.000-07:00

Well, went to PC fair on 10th of April...

d day b4 i head back to my hometown...

din sleep for whole day, lepak in Yau's house....

til morning, suppose2 sleep, but end up chit chat, smoke, play pool, yam cha, dota......

lolx.....

suffer weiii....feels lik zombie in d convention center....

but i swear, i enjoyed myself in d pc fair....

shoot some photos of d babes.....but honestly, none of them considered as nice photos....

flat, but jz2 post for teh sharing purpose.....haha...

instead of posting these photos....

i shot some of my frens too...haha....

lolx....glad tat my frens like photography too....

next time can go out4 some shooting again.....

well, now in hometown dy,

damn sien weiiii......

most of my frens r still college-ing....not here...

wat can i do??

gosh....

"If you can do everything, the hardest part is doing anything."

now i understand.....=.=

Miss my days in there.....

d days we don sleep, we "lan gu", pool, dota....

here arr, measure d floor lea.....X.X

hmm...

.......

..........

duno wat to say dy....

k la, ciaozz....

*p/s: Yang, once u on9, then send u a copy of those fotos, k?

Be a Man!

2009-04-07T13:13:00.001-07:00

Been gone for a few days, due to modem prob...

hmm~~d last class for perspective was stunning...

y? lck, your d man...

d critic section for d bungalow was damn funny weiii.....

(exmp: y d birds fly so lonely?, d mountain huh..looks lik bra, haunted house ar, these figure r d ghosts...lolx....)

as for mine, i spoiled my work, i noe...cz d VP locked myself dy....>.<

but nvm la, as long as i'm happy wif it....ok la.....

gonna bring some work back home....

So.........

Holiday....

wat more could be expected...??

haha...well, get ready2 go home....

kinda sien...after all d packed works....now h'day...

4:14am, in chin yau's hse..blogging....

lik i said, my hse kena thunder....d modem kena 9 9.....

so, cant on9....

but nvm la, goin home dy, after back here jz fix d prob...

so, wednesday....

do wat lea??

duno, only thursday is d most packed day...

plan to go shopping, movie, n do something else....

friday, go pc fair, for shooting.....

so, gonna pack my luggage soon.......

wil fnsh RE5 2mr....haha..

back hometown can do wat?

1st, plan2 look4 some jobs

2nd, go shooting wif frens

3rd, go vacation

4th, find my frens to chill out

5th, self-improvements

well, lookin 4ward to d next sem.....

hop can produce more good works....

k then, ppl....ciaozz.....

Life from 1st of April - 11th of April

2009-03-31T15:33:00.000-07:00

Holiday....

Well, not exactly is holiday...cuz we still got one last class next monday...

ok, next saturday will fly back to homtown...

but b4 tat, lik i said in d previous post...i wil chill out wif my fwens for tis less than two weeks time...

well, d plan i hav in mind is....

1st, go some where to look for food...(example, Penang, Ipoh...or sumwhere else..)

2nd, plan to go for some shooting event...who wanna join? (i got extra cam)

3rd, go club, at least once, treat it as a celebration for end of sem..

4th, go shopping, buy some stuffs4 myself, mum n sis...

i think d plan is around lik tat la...so far...hoho...

n next, for d past few weeks....

i've conclude my wish-list.....

wat i want for tis year...

1st, Wacom A4 size..

2nd, sony a700 grip...

3rd, sony lens?..mayb onli...

4th, iphone 3G

5th, ps3, since there's lots of game i wanna play, those wch xbox 360 dun have....

i think so far(again)...is lidat la....

but wont get it one shot la.....cz i'll die...hahaha.....

But one thing for sure....i sooooooo wanted to move to Tiara....

since tat place got guard house...

near college wad....so, i can have extra time for everything, plus, its more convenient.....

for example, i dun nid2 waste my time in traffic, tolls, parking n stuffs....

n apart from tat, i usually lepak in subang n sunway area...so, its a great place2 stay....

if i rilli move to tat place, any1 wanna share d house wif me?

let me know, k?

Thankz...

Well, lastly, tis week, i still have2 touch up on d bungalow project...

plus, one figure sketch, n d 2nd piece of figure final...which can "link" up wif d 1st piece whc i've submitted to become a story n a flow....

so, kinda busy...

basically, will go midvalley tis week....to get some stuffs....

recently, i find tat lego bionicles quite cool....(lolx~i know, tis stuff is for kids)

but i jz lik it....hahaha....

Well, time2 go2 bed, it's 647am in d morning....

i think i havnt adjust my time bck..it's still day-nite terbalik.....

so, betta do sumthg wif it...health conscious, man....

Till then...Adios~

Final for Figure And Perspective (Exhausted Part II)

2009-03-30T12:16:00.000-07:00

A whole damn busy week has passed...

I'm exhausted after having a 31 hour non-stop assignment nite...

spent the whole week rushing for two finals....

but now, finally, everything has come to an end.....

Well, today, monday.....

suppose2 pass up perspective final project 2....

but LCK said tat, seems lik every1 havn't completed their bungalow 100%...

so, he gave a final chance, submit next week...wow.....

sounds good huh....but by tat time, i rili wanna vomit blood dy...

i should b doin my figure instead.....

damn...

means now i miss one piece of figure sketch lurr.....

haizz...but i will still pass up...

without marks.....but as long as i passed up all d assignments, i'm happy wif it....

well, still left two weeks time b4 i head bac to my homtown.....

will go crazy wif my frens tis two weeks.....haha....

So, most of u would think y i changed d layout dy, rite?

well, d last one got some problem dy, so, no choice but to change...

but, everytime i change d layout, i lost alllllllll d links i hav......

i can only recall some...

hop u guys can drop ur link in d CBOX....

thankzzz.....

and lastly....

tis two pieces of work of mine to share....

sacrificed d whole week doin these two pieces....

comments n critics can b post in CBOX as well....Thankz....

Exhausted Part I

2009-03-28T09:53:00.000-07:00

Saturday,

figure class final project submission...

well, last saturday missed a lecture session.....

so, tis week end up duno wanna pass up wat...

well, supposingly, i think we should know, since its d last class dy,

so, for sure, we must pass up sketch book....how could i duno?!!!

hmm...2day, another day-nite terbalik day....have been practicing shitty day lik tis for d whole week...

well, i should hav extra time to do my extra stuffs....but, end up everyday tired, not enuf rest....

plus, d "s" rate becoming more serious.....duno how many packs per week.....

i'm die-ing soon.....wateva.....Master Yoda: Assignments, we must do.......

lolx...

but jz nw in class, i felt lik exhausted....

bit bit then wanna burst dy....

when Darren announced tat, after 2day he wont accept any sketchbook dy....

i totally gone crazy.....wtf.......its lik......argh...i duno how2 say...

totally fucked up....

but, d solution is pass up monday, since it's m fren borrowed n din bring it2 me...

so, wont deduct marks....

but somehow i feel lik....好心没好报....

not blaming any1, its jz tat sumthg usually happen in my life...

well, get used2 it la.....

ZhiLing, y u so ganas 2day??....looks scary weii....

i know i emo not good la.....but ur ganas-ness sked me weii....

anyway, hav2 thank u.....

so, i think d "mind-blasting" artwork goes to Xiao Qing....

power weiii.......too bad i din tak pic of tat......

but i did took pic of Edmond's work.....stunning lea.......

K.O. 2

2009-03-22T03:49:00.000-07:00

Sunday, 6:49pm

I just woke up....tis time, i had a massive knocked out....

due to d audition....well, last nite, i went2 park royal wif a fren for d audition......

every1 out there, if u r goin2 tak part nxt year, a little advice is that, u register as early as u could...

turst me, u dun wanna end up singing in front of the judges wif a blur+sleepy+tired+frustrated condition...bcz me n my fren did....

didn't enter d second round, as expected.....

i've been thru these competitions dy....being a star is not wat i want.....

i lik2 sing, jz wanna know wat d judges would say abt me...so, relax la..

i swear, i would never join these kind of competition anymore, it's damn tiring.....

but one thing i'm happy abt is....i'm quite familiar wif KL dy, due to d whole-nite-trip...

i drove to sum place i've never been in d midnite.....fark....abit panic....

sum place name Kosas, duno where d hell issit....

but, luckily....safely return to KL area after tat.....

then, saw some natas' bike skill.....totally crazy, man......

well, k then, gonna tak my breakfast-lunch dinner later.....

then start work.....

ciaozzz, ppl.....

*Thx to d two most supportive "fans"...haha...Zhi Ling and Xiao Qing wa....haha..

Back with Mood

2009-03-19T10:37:00.000-07:00

Thursday....

Well, a few days back....somthing happened2 me n frens around me...

wow....quite "cheh"

actualy i dun wanna post tis article...but since there is something remarkable...

i'll jz post it(in case i 4gt in d future....x.x)..haha...

well, had an accident on tuesday nite.....

not a serious one...kinda numb when d moment i kena bang....duno y.....

should felt damn emo...but i din....

well, i'm d one who jalan d wrong lane, tat's y i kena...

but no arguments, no nothg, jz a simple "king sou" session....

so, end up....i bek chek for my carelessness.....$%^*^&*#$@#!@#@%$%&...

no mood2 do my works...

so, i promised2 fix it within tis week.....

Puff!!...Ta-Dahh....2day, get my pretty bumper back.....lolx.....

so, i'm back in mood2 do my works.....

did my figure last nite...one hour time....proportion out again......

(recently in love with manga?...nop, but i duno y recently my figure sketches have big eyes...i wonder....@.@)

well, did some refine in old town after sending my car2 d garage in shah alam.......

suppose2 wait til 630 lidat....but 230 d ppl call me2 pick up car.....wooshhh~~nice...

then 3 lidat went2 tak my car.....

sweet...nice n looks better than original parts.......=.=

haha...(i'm abit high 2nite, so, dun mind ya^^)

after tat went2 AC....Ali's Corner......haha..

had lunch n chit chat a while then went Yau's hse dofigure again....

whewitt~did whole day figure...unbelievable for a lazy-last-minute guy lik

me.....hohoho....

tats it4 2day.....

k then, let's show some pic.....

ciaozz, man......

*credit to Yau and his family, thankx4 bringing me2 d garage....n Yau's mum's cooking is damn nice...thankx4 giving d chance2 "feel" d warm of a family*....=.=

*Max, quite ganas....X.X*

One down, Two to go

2009-03-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

16th of March.....

Final for Drama class....

well, well, well......

d play was smooth, but got a bit of mistake.....overall still ok la......

a few lines from d drama.....

"Hey, woman..can u move ur fat ass, pleaase"

"Sum1's gonna get hurt"

"I love u so much, y dun u giv me a chance"

"Are u sure about tis.....yea, jz stick to d plan"

haha...n many more...

guess wat, another burden had been let go.....

Now i'll hav2 focus on:

1st, Perspective bungalow project

2nd, Figure Final project n figure sketches

3rd, personal extra assignment (due date is next week)

There r a few places nid2 b visited throughout tis whole week:

1st, Ikea

2nd, Redbox

3rd, Art-friend

4th, Park Royale (for audition)

Well, kinda packed.....but i like...haha..

1st pic: group foto for both group....

2nd pic: creative art director.

K.O.

2009-03-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

Knocked out....

(12:01a.m.)Just woke up....lolx....

was totally knocked out wei.......

Well, a fine nice day, turns out to be a sunny day, but end up raining in d evening...

weather is around 25〫c .....

wat happened?

Slept at 5am tis morning n woke up at 10...

for? silkscreen....

well, i don't like to, but sometimes if i hav to......haha..

hmm....d outcome....honestly, lik sh*t...i don't lik it.....

but i lik d packaging la, altho abit cacat-ed...hahaha...

lik CS said: "as long as u r happy wif ur work, it's ok dy"

i'll keep tat in mind....^^

(but sumtimes rili can't bear wif it lea.....hahaha)

so, 2nite hav2 fnsh indesign....until now i hav 85% plus plus dy....

hopfully can fnsh b4 2.....

k then, ppl...

gonna ciaozz.....

Adios......

Test

2009-03-07T11:52:00.000-08:00

Well, weekend.....

finally, pass d whole "doom" week...

(y i mentioned "doom"?, bcz tis week punya work lik shit....i duno y i cant draw stuffs i wan..)

damn tired, definitely nid2 recharge abit......

well, these days hav been playing pool...quite addicted...

but, more addicted2 foosball.....^^

well, apart from assignments, tis week got quite alot happened....

as for d title "test"...

i dun feel lik mention evrythg here....

jz tat, sumthg happened tis week....

n i "tested" myself again...

d result.....damn bad......

once i again i failed myself...

so, i came up wif d best solution.......

tat is..........shhhhhhhhhhh....again...

cant tell la....

change topic....

2mr nite..oops...should b 2nite...

goin2 hav a beer session wif Yang...

his b'day....(last sunday is Kwok Yong's, tis week is Yang's, next week lea??)

well, Happy Birdday 1st.....^^

oh, anyway, tis is not an EMO post, dun misunderstood...

k then, ppl...

gonna ciaozz.....

Happy Burfday, Kwok Yong!

2009-03-01T09:10:00.000-08:00

When was my last post?

I dun rili remember at all.....cz damn long dy....

well, tis post is abt food trip...

Date : 1st of March 2009

Venue : Klang-Uncle Chun

Bukit Tinggi

Klang- Lulut

Weather : Rain, 23〬c

Organizer: Yau & Kalong

Driver : Chris

Members: SEYCY

Purpose : Kwok Yong Birthday

Well, a rainy day, but we still execute our plan....

at 1st, went2 fetch ky, then go yau's place to meet up....

a lot of suggesctions at 1st, then lastly pigi Klang- uncle chun eat...

wow...damn nice la d food, summore, d price quite cheap....^^

next, suppose2 continue our lulut...

but instead, we went2 bukit tinggi mall lepak....

i finally bought my long-waited album- Danson Tang's album.....

then around 1015 ciaozz.....went2 lulut.....

d food quite nice...

-Results

1st : Chris (20 sticks)

2nd : Yau (15 sticks)

3rd : Kalong (12 sticks)

4th : Kwok Yong (7 sticks)

haha....quite full 2nite....

well, after every1 ciaoz dy(including me)....

i'll hv2 start my work, then sleep early....

2mr got drama final rehearsel.....sienzz.....

k then, ppl....ciaozz.....

Happy Burfday, Kwok Yong.....smile^^

Leave me....alone

2009-02-21T03:54:00.000-08:00

A busy week....

finally, it's weekend....

but nt tat i can rest for tis two days.....

hav2 rush4 perspective n c&s final ppr....

figure class, not happy at all, emo is definitely....

(tis is d 3rd time i emo in tis week....wat d?!!)

why?

cuz of d figure references, suppose to start my work early....

but cant find any good references( too choosy)

n bcz of tat, end up doing last minute work......hmmm.....speechless......

well, 2day onwards, i'm alone......again.....

d situation is lik wat actually happened two years ago.....

get freedom, but its total loneliness....

i dun lik tis shit....

independent? i thk so.....

back home, no1 to talk to(except d wall).....=.=

do assignment till sien, look4 sum1 to talk to (wall again).....=.='

after my works, wanna go out4 dinner or supper....(cant bring d wall)....=.=|||

i duno how long would tis take.....

i nid2 bear wif it.......

last time it happened for a period of time, i've changed...

guessed tat i'll change again tis time......

arrgghhhh~~enuf4 emo...............................

talk bt assignments.......

"got time to die, no time to sick"

after tuesday, can say quite relax dy4 next week.......

hope i can fnsh my perspective wif a satisfying work la..........

Expressionism

2009-02-17T06:49:00.000-08:00

IF you asked me how I FEEL?

Sad, I'm not deeply into it;

Disappointment, I do sense it;

Regret, is what I have in mind.

There are certain things in life that I wish I could undo,

Shouldn't regret what I've done, that's what I know,

BUT, somehow, I still felt that way.

Human thoughts are the most valuable thing in life,

it changes, and everyone has different thoughts based on what they had experienced in life.

Hence, searching for solutions to find out what others are thinking is quite interesting,

BUT, sometimes, my mind try to stay clear, tend to make myself fully understand and acknowledge what I need to know,

in sense that, I can eventually MAKE myself understand the one and only person's thoughts I wish to know.

Too bad I can't read minds,

so, sometimes, providing false information to myself

a.k.a. Think Too Much

Readers who reaches here, might probably guessed this is another emo post.

Don't tend to be so,

just trying to express though.

Mum has not been here for quite some time, during class, suddenly think of her...

Sis is going back before this week ends, meaning, I'm the only one left...

Homesick? A little.

Alone? Definitely.

BUT, life still goes on.

Some more, it's my nature to stay alone.

I don't like the crowd,

less interruption means more concentration.

Find out the lyrics for this song if you wish, it's a nice song. I'm kind of addicted to it recently. And the meaning behind it shows what I'm thinking right now.

*告诉我 by 唐禹哲*

-END-

Valentine's Day'09

2009-02-14T02:54:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day, 14/2/09

Still got class at morning, figure...

well, as usual, d work of god(s) r on d board again...

truly amazing...

hmm...wat i did 4 tis year's valentine's day?

haha....well, for most of u who leave d class later than usual sure know...

mayb i'm quiet at time, never do anythg...

but i jz felt lik doin sumthg on valentine's day....

"Surprise~~" is wat i like2 give to ppl around me....

well, at nite...as planned last saturday....

went2 murni for a drink wif those guys....(Yau, Kok, Lance, Yang, n Kenny)

hmm, 2nd round, planned2 go FTZ dota...but end up went2 golden break snooker....my snooker skills damn lame..hahaha....

next, went2 golden academy tat area for pool...haha...not concentrating on my fav game....

although having a good partner->Victor (my Spaniard fren...lolx)...

after tat, went2 Darussalam for supper.....Yau had some prob, so he n Yang ciaozzz 1st...

me n Victor sit untill 4am baru balik....means now(425am) jz bck my room here....=.=

weiiii tired now...

gonna sleep soon....

nitezz, ppl....

p/s: i had a wonderful day(V day), nthg happened, but it's a good start.....at least i did wat i wanted to do for tis year's V day....

k then....

ciaozz, ppl.....

To one of my Bestie^^

2009-02-10T03:47:00.001-08:00

Hey, i was sleeping jz nw....so, din answer ur call n reply ur msg....

well, i do share my stuffs wif u....

but sumtimes i jz dun feel lik telling d world wat's goin on wof me.....

i thk evry1 has their own secrets, rite?

it's best tat some secrets remain kept unknown.....

i'm sorry i can't tell u everythg......

but i swear, tis is jz a little secret, so, dun mind if i keep it, k? ^^

n one thing, sumtimes i've been thinking tat y my own problems nid2 get others involved?

giving others unwanted problems......so, i'd rather keep it.....

sorry for being troublesome.....

forgive me, k?

cheers, man~~

Hiro Nakamura

2009-02-08T03:14:00.000-08:00

Hey, talk about heroes, Hiro Nakamura (played by Masi Oka)...

one of my fren look alike him....

hmm~wat do u thk?

Figure Studies 3

2009-02-07T21:46:00.000-08:00

After few days of stop motion production,

damn tired, but d outcome quite satisfying la...hoho...

last nite, went2 dai ban punya station 1 yumcha wif yau, kok, yang, lance n yau's fren.....

2nd round, went2 carlos two(too bad, d boss nt there)...

then 2rd round, went2 ftz dota.....lolx.....loose two rounds.....

d 2nd round damn xia sue, jadi feeder...=.=

bck home around 3am++....

well, b4 i end tis post, some works i wanna post here.....

n one thg i nid2 say here is...AD085-1 class punya figure rili geng!!!

esp lih ting....lecturer ask us do figure, she go "digitally print" d figure...lolx.....

(no la, she din print la, but painted d figure, lik real one...haha)

Freedom, where?

2009-02-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

Aikzz...been busy and tired these few days....

all about assignments....

well, i've done one of the assignments....and decided2 post here as a sharing.....

It's just a rough version, may edit it IF and ONLY IF i get any other ideas......

Lomography?

2009-01-29T03:49:00.000-08:00

I owez wanted2 paly lomo style pictures.... well, 2day...damn sienz..stay at home whole day.... decided to try out new thgs... so, i play tis...........

Not quite good

2009-01-29T00:00:00.000-08:00

Another model.....

update a bit...

although i'm not vli satisfied wif these fotos....

jz a sharing...^^

3 days dy

2009-01-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

Fast, 3 days of chinese new year has past......
it's d fourth dy....
well, wat i did4 d 3rd day of cny??
gamble?!...no, no more gamble4 me dy....
early in d morning, i went2 a resort for foto shooting...
long long time din shoot dy..hiehie...
well, damn bz these days...
so, will upload as soon as i fnsh d touch ups.....
went2 a fren's open hse 2day, damn sien..no gamble, jz chatting...
knew a new fren, name's Kathy....
a nice, easy-goin, n pretty gal.....
kinda chatty too.....
play n chat a lot wif her n my frens...hahahah....
oops~~dun thk too much la......nt available dy d...hahahaha...
next, went2 city mall yumcha n went2 carcasean for 2nd round.......
play boardgame till 645 lidat then ciaozz lo....
after tat, went home prepare, went movie wif family 2day....
"red cliff 2", quite nice......
then end.....
as for 2mr, i guess it's another bz day4 me.......aikzzz...
tired, betta sleep now......
ciaozz, ppl.......
tar tar^^

I'm BACK....la la la^^

2009-01-27T19:37:00.001-08:00

Has been some time since my last photography artwork....
well, 2day, year rough three (年初三)....
early in d morning, 630, went2 a photo shoot.....
kinda hot, n d shine is damn bright.....still blur....
but at least i manage to shoot some nice shots, wch i can try out some new touch up....hehe.....
k then, i'll post one of my fav shots here......
will update soon.........

Stranger

2009-01-26T05:30:00.000-08:00

2day is Year Rough One....
went2 d temple "bai bai"....
then, went2 fren's hse gamble.....haha....won a bit...(cuz most of them r kids, cant play big)
nxt, attend my fren's open hse....
well, 2me, i thk oso count as gathering......
cz i get2 c my ex-classmates, some frens, dance teacher n etc..........
actually, it should b sumthg vli happy.....
but, i felt vli uneasy, uncomfortable, it feels strange...........
izit bcz i left too long? we'v grown up, evry1 has changed, or other reasons?
well, i duno.....i jz felt emo after d party.....
goshh...when i was quiet at there, i was deep in my mind...
wondering, realize.......
finally, now i knw, hw cruel i had been4 d past few years...
cruel decisions tat i hav made hurt a lot of ppl.....
y now?? y onli when thgs had gone way back far onli i realize i had done wrongly?!!!
although thgs r settled, no misunderstandings anymore.....
but, i still feel sorry4 wat i hav done......
new year, i should be happy, but not....these thgs jz came into my mind.....y?
i wonder, wat or who am i to them?
mayb i hav changed, but still, i cherish my frens.....
diff topics, diff issues.....makes me quiet at all time, as if i'm d onli one who doesnt knw wat happend2 tis society or their world....
rili emo rite now.......damn f*cking sh*t wrong wif me....

AARRrrgggghhhhhhh~

Some FOOD....hiehiehie^^

2009-01-24T10:31:00.000-08:00

Actualleiii, i'm damn hungry now........

after looking@ these pics...xtra hungry...>.<

Chrism stands for........?

2009-01-24T07:39:00.000-08:00

Well, for most of u guys there who knw me or got my msn should know tis name....

"Chrism"

ok, tis post is to test all of u guys....c how creative u can b.....

all u nid2 do is try to expand C.H.R.I.S.M.....

1) Chrism= Cincainess Helps Resolve Irrational Stuffs Mentally

2) Chrism= Can Hippos Really Identify Stupid Matters

3) Chrism = Curiosity Hinders Radicalization In Sophisticated Morons

4) Chrism = Counselor Had Really Improved Some Manners

* Actually, i'm too sienzz dy, so post sumthg lidat....hiehiehie^^

I found that....

2009-01-23T23:46:00.000-08:00

Hmm...at homtown now...

well, kinda miz seycy...n some new classmates...

cny, but havnt start, kinda bored...aikzzzzzzz.....

then lea, i found tat, ppl do change....

its true...well, yday, saw my "kai mui"...well, i thk i din change much, rite??

but she seems lik dun recognise me anymore.....i look at her quite a few seconds, wanted2 say "hi",

but......she jz stared at me for a few seconds then ignored dy.....

nxt, its d places i usually go, but it feels vli "unfamiliar"....lolx....

n 2day, went back my secondary sch....more "unfamiliar"....=.=

hmm....weird la.....thgs seems2 b changing slowly...........

anyways, will b damn bz these few days,

so far will got two open hse2 go, one gathering for the following 2 days.....

good!!! got angpowsssssssssssssss....hohoho...

k then, ppl...gotta ciaozz....

What is the meaning of RACE?

2009-01-20T07:57:00.000-08:00

A fine morning, Marion's class.....

well, 2day is damn sleepy during d lecture, but don dare2 close my eyes, not even one min...

=.=...cz d consequences of one min eye close= head shot from her....lolx.....

after d lecture class, gt one hour break time before d tutorial starts....

well, d title for d tutorial is "what is the meaning of race?"...more specific is "why do u thk u r a chinese (or malay or indian, etc...)?"....

ok, actually, for tis topic, if u say, mother told me, self believe, ppl treat me d way lik chinese or wat so eva....lolx, kena reject.....

d conclusion is, no definition....=.=

true, we r grown ups, we can choose wat race we wan

secondly, wat Marion say is true, if our ancestors stopped at China, so, we r chinese..

but wat if our ancestors stopped at America, r we americans??..no, right??..

well, all i can say4 d discussion is...it's quite pointless but is the truth....

after d tutorial class,

had drink wif shawn, yau n a new fren, victor...

oh, damn.....tis dude can usually use his "rude words" at d exact sentences...

cool!!!....yau n me laugh lik nobody's business at mingtian...gosh......haha...

after d break, stay back4 d stop motion thg.....

discuss till 4 sumthg thn ciaozz.....damn tired, but i'm making myself not2 tak "evening" naps....

so, i can sleep soundly during d whole nite...weeeeeeeee^^

jz fnsh my silkscreen thumbs....kinda lik it.....but i hav a feeling tat li wen would lik my 2nd idea more than d 1st one....well, nvm, jz show him la......^^

k then ppl, gotta go....2mr is d last class for tis week.....hohohohohohoho....

ciaozzzz~~

Cancel Blog Account?

2009-01-19T09:22:00.000-08:00

Wow...long long time tiada update dah.....so, not i wan cancel my blog or wat...hahahahaa

sienz...not my fault, d damn line did it....arrgggghhhhh~~

ok, another week then it's CNY...(not Can Not Yet arrr)...lolx..i knw its not funny, tis kind of cold joke disease is infected by Cincau...=.=..cz he owez did tis kind of thgs in his blog...hahahaha...

well, 2day is monday, monday is 2day....

drama class, hmm~thgs owez came up vli suddenly n unexpectedly....

evry single week surely hav a lot of surpirses4 us.....

for 2day, it's kinda fun...all i can say is, Edmond, ur acting is damn cool.....lmao....

rili enjoyed d class wif new classmates....i thk i'm getting used2 it.......

as4 persp studies, i lik tis subject, but still havnt find any inspiration rili makes me wanna fully "power" on it....well, jz hav2 push myself harder then.....

and one thing, regarding to certain issues....

well, i'm 20 tis year, mayb is old or mayb not, i jz felt tat my thinkin has changed so much...

jz knw tat i nid2 b vli clear of wat i'm doin, n wat is d consequences i would get after i made certain decisions.....hav2 owez remind myself "look further, tis world is damn big"

or else i may end up suffering frm sumthg.....

chinese new year, hmm....wat kind of new year i'll b havin tis year.....makes me wonder.....

n one last thg, 2b honest, last week, after d whole class passed up their figure sketches....

i find tat tis class is soooooooooo damn 7 geng.....walao.....shocked!!!

rili feel d pressure now, if i still keep tis kind of attitude, surely i won't improve.....

come2 think of it, sumtimes i do thk tat mayb i should b "kia su"....in order to achieve certain level of improvements......lik my fren.......

blahhh....wateva...tired dy, 2mr is Marion's class, betta get sum rest n ready4 d tutorial class....

ciaozz, avybody.....tar tar...

17th of Jan. 09

2009-01-16T08:22:00.000-08:00

Well, sh*t...y sh*t?..finally can on9 dy.....

aikzz....wats wrong wif d damn line arr......

ok, well, long time, rili long time no update jorr.....hohoho...due2 d f*cking line...(pissed off)..

let's talk abt these few days....

thursday, no class...weeeeeee^^...go shopping lo, since cny is around d corner...

whole day shopping, but at nite gt do figure la, of coz...hahaha....

then friday, means 2day, morning went2 the gardens, look4 d lens, damn....y in d world tat sony lenses is so damn hard2 find huh....lolx....find die me lo.....

finally found wat i wan in mid valley's sony centre....=.=

then bak hom at 415 lidat, went coll at 450, reached there then find yau yumcha....

next, go class lo....

well, d digital design is kinda blur...(sry, vivien, if u r reading tis...haha)...

but, still can catch up la...^^

after class, well, kinda tired, n havnt finsh my figure sketch....my god........

still hav2 go2 fwen's bday party....

unbelievable, SEYCY actually showed up+Ryan Fong MiMi...lolx....

but 3 left kinda early...end up jz left me, yau n kalong....

we ate n chat there lik "hollow man"...cz most of d ppl there we don knw....

(tu la, blame milkos....haha...jk la...dun say me lanc again la...hahaha)

then ciaozz at 1045, went2 mingtian hav a drink....

then balik rumah, 2nite no nid sleep jor, nid2 rush d figure, plus, 2mr mrng hav2 reach earlier to do d picture plane, i totally 4gt abt tat thgy dy...gosh...

k then, ppl....betta rush now....

tar tar...ciaozz~~~

I don't blif U..L..M..

2009-01-09T05:55:00.000-08:00

Well, dun blog oso canot lea.....alot ppl(s) keep say i long time no blog......

lolx...hahaha...jk la.......

ok, let's start wif tis week la.....

actualy damn sien....evrythg seems slow down dy...compare2 last 2 sems.....

hmm....i'm quite lazy2 blog, duno y....unlike last sem, everyday update.....

let's talk abt 2day.....

hmm....class at 530, but went coll at 3 sumthg, suppose2 go snooker wif yau....

then end up sit there n chat wif him, wait him fnsh his work.....nt saying tat i'm not happy or wat....

d emo illness suddenly comes...duno from where, n wat makes me emo.......lolx......

thn went2 lepak lepak....siennnnnnnnnnzzzz....

after tat mengshen said reached snooker place, then i walked there 1st lo......

during tat time, i was playing snooker, but my mind n soul doesnt seems lik exists by tat time....

whole day duno wat happend......aikzzz....wat's wrong again.....

suddenly think of sumthg, i found tat i have COMPLETELY loose trust in ppl....

it's lik its been a practice4 me dy, i dun trust anythg nor any1.....y?

tell me, how can i find back d trust in ppl....

am i too protective? or wat??......(blur)...

trusting sum1 makes me lost a lot of thgs, not trusting any1 makes me lost a lot of thgs too....

so, how??

2009, grows older, 2 pieces dy.......rili can feel tat my thoughts r changing......

actually, tis clss AD085-1 not bad...but feels lik sumthg is missing.......duno wat.....

i can feel d class' potential, really........

but somehow, sometimes i do feel lik leaving tis place, studying in some country wch r more calm n not tat complicated..S.I.P (study in peace).....lolx....

aikzz.....wateva la......headache now, stop here........

ciaozzzzzzzzz......

guilty

2009-01-05T07:40:00.000-08:00

A brand new sem starts.....

well, suppose2 reach coll at 9am to ask sumthg......

but end up reached coll at 945++....lolx....

check my results then went2 search4 class......

rush up to clas, lolx....damn hot.....when i reached there, keep on swting.....shit.......

then beh tahan, went down again, suppose2 break a while, but went to buy drink then back class...

ok, language 3 lecturer, not cs anymore....aikzzzz.................sien...

name's eddy, i thk he's ok.......

had sum drama practices...din k abt anythg, jz act lik a sissy guy.......omg.....

but nvm la, as long as it's entertaining, jz enjoy it......

okay, i rili feel guilty, accidents do happen all d time, not tat i wan it2 happen........

a classmate's feet was injured during d drama thg.....well, she jz accidentally "kick" to my feet....

d "clark" sound was heard.....well, u guys knw hw painful is tat, rite??

then saw her walk vli slowly.....omg.....guilty.................i'm so sorry..........

aikzz.....sien..no mood2 write........

ciaozz......

A short new update

2009-01-04T04:49:00.000-08:00

Yo~~guyzz.....

long time din blog....had been away4 some time.....

jz back from seoul....snowy vacation...^^

well, gonna post wat i did last week.....but not now...

lots of pic gonna upload...but not now....=.=

hmm...2mr gonna start college life again...aikzz......

tis year would b abit diff from last year....

frens from d same place study overseas tis year....i'm d only one left in here......siennn

well, sis asked me whether i wanna study abroad too.....

mayb i should consider abt it, rite??

Drunk but STILL wanna Blog

2008-12-24T11:08:00.000-08:00

yoyo~~

guyz...xmas eve...did u enjoy ur countdown??

hahaha...i did...

well~promised myself i'll get drunk 2day, yea...i did.....hohohoho..(but y am i still blogging?)

well, let's start off wif d thgs i did 2nite....

suppose2 meet up wif my frens at 9pm....

then send my sis to upperstar at 830.....

lolx....then fast fast back home a while.....

after tat 910 reach 50 bar.....

called my fren...lolx...he told me he's still pakto-ing in funfair....!#$^**@##$%&^&^$#@#

nvm la, stay at car wait...

then frens called say they got other activitiy...=.=

nvm again....

wait wait wait.....untill i get out n cigar break a while....

look at d sky, lolx...saw some horoscopes up there, but duno wch is wch...

hmm~by tat time, i rili felt damn lonely....

a grand church nearby...lolx...crowded...make d whole place traffic jam....

d songs from d church makes me feel double lonely...

suddenly think of all my fren go pakto, wat am i doing?

waiting ppl fnsh pakto....=.=

hmm~nvm la, hav to get used to it.....it's life....

then around 1015....my fren n his gf finally reached....

then went into d bar.....

well, dunoo his cousins n frens...intro intro lo......hohoho

at 1st, doesnt feel comfortable wif these ppls...but as time grows...sot wif them...lolx...

well, there r games in d bar, lucky draw n some mini games...

hmmm~~i took part in d singing competition.....lolx....

was abit nervous though, but since tis is jz a mini game2 entertain all...

well, jz go ahead...sang "连贝多芬都想告诉你"

wtf~d mic sot 9 jorr....got sound then dun got sound...=.=

lastly i get 3rd place, i was like"lolx, lidat oso can"...cz i was damn drunk tat time....

hahaha...happy lea...tak sangka pula..."gong wu pang yao bei min jekkk"..^^

d judges said tis song not famous, so, end up i get 3rd place...=.=

can la, gt prize n d whole table ppl happy can dy....weeeeeeeeeeee^^

after tat, well...my fren send his gf bck home..then his cousin ask me to send him home...

hmm~i was abit worry at 1st...then he said he wanna drive, cz he wanna send his gf..

errrrrr.....diu lo, diu lo.....aikzz...die then die la......

then he drive my car, wtf.......170km/h?!!!!....in kampung road worr...siaooo!!!

knnbmcblj...almost crashed my car when he kept pressing his fon....nmpp~~

thank god i'm still alive n still get a chance2 blog tis out......

i sat bhind keep talking wif him..then reached his hse...

went in n had a drink, then fast fast find excuse leave lo.......

he n his frens kara there...then d so called gf.......err...i duno la....

after tat went back2 d bar.....

meet my frens again.....phewwww~~"tai bou lam guo"

then go nearby yamcha....chit chat a while.....baru balik......

last but not least, list out some of d frens i knew 2nite....

-Ah Hin(fren's cousin)

-Ah Yung(fren's cousin)

-Sabrina(Yung's gf)

-Miu(fren's cousin)

-Apple(MacBook??..haha..no la....)

-Kent

-JJ

-Skyline Hiong(rich guy who owns a skyline n rx7, fully upgraded both)

-Hiong's gf(quite tall)

-Joey(cute gal)

n another two playful gals duno wat's their name dy....lolx....

i jz knw they drunk till take my whole box of new cigar, pull here n there....

end up....cacat package...=.=

nvm la....

lastly....MERRY CHRISTMAS, everyone...

ciaozz.....gotta sleep.....

d onli pic i got4 2nite is.....................

Left Out

2008-12-21T11:20:00.000-08:00

22th of Dec, 3:25am, Monday morning...

Well, as usual...jz reach home no long....

yday morning 630 jz sleep, so end up wake up at 415pm 2day...lolx...

when i woke up, got glutinous rice balls...weeeeeeee^^

hmm~~冬至, eat lo.....nthg special....

well, nt having warm or happy or wat so ever feeling....lik usual dinners....

after dinner not quite happy bcz of sumthg, wch makes me instantly wanna smoke.....

around 9 lidat, went out gaming.....till 230, had supper jz back...

hmm~~a lot is in my mind these days....

sumthg's bothering me......

dun rili knw how2 solve d disturbance.....hmmm~~jz let it be then.....

well, evrytime thot of coming back hometown is a vli happy n relaxing thg...

but, not tis time, not at all....

it's like, i was left out in d family....well, 2day i rili feel it dy........

x'mas....i think i hav2 promise myself2 b drunk tat nite......

well, felt lik vli helpless, no1 to share my thgs, no one can b trusted but myself........not even my parents n sis....

as usual, i'm owez alone.....

ppl know me, doesnt mean they understand me.....

living in a realistic world, tis is vli common, rite.....

had been a while since my last EMO post....

ppl tend to drink as much as they can when they r nt in d mood,

but me, i won't stop my fingers from holding tat white stick.......

not happy wif my life, tis is wat i owez feel....

tis is d last week for me in kk, so, better cherish tis few days.....

hmm~i think i better stop now......

k then, ciaozz..

Still Sober

2008-12-19T10:18:00.000-08:00

Friday nite...or should i say saturday morning....

hmm~~went2 fren's hse4 steambot partayy.....

eat, eat, eat.....chat chat chat.....

then start d game....lolx....

well, 2nite's starring is JW's black label n Vodka vanilla.......

card games again.....trust wrong ppl...

fren do me not just one case...end up some pure drinks for me......

plan2 drunk, then stay over, but unfortunately still sober...

then around 145 ciaozz......

2mr plan2 go dota....weeeeeeeee^^...but c how 1st la....

so sien....2mr nite continue our game, cz d host drunk dy...lolx....

k la, gtg now...hungry......

tar tar.....

Club or No Club?

2008-12-18T12:25:00.000-08:00

Thursday,

went2 konfom d air tickets n stuffs...

then went2 sioppping again...hohoho...(why these days s addicted?)

shop till 430 balik rumah.....

then at nite....

Well, as usual....ladies nite4 clubbers....

suppose2 went to d hit-test club in town......

lolx...3 months jek, whr had all d ppl gone.......

my gosh....a few tables onli...

then plan2 go another one, lolx....same...

we lepak around 5 clubs..then finally settle down in Razz....

sien dou....sit there till 130 ciaozz....

plan2 go tis saturday nite, sure on d partayyyy....hiehiehie~~

so, wat we do after club?...

hehehe....gamble again...practice4 CNY mahh......

2nite damn lucky, win alot....hohoho.....

well, 2mr nite steambot....muahahahahaha......

got liquor, food, "pull rice"(la mi), frens.....weeeeee^^.....cant wait dy....

Gamble LCUK

2008-12-17T11:41:00.001-08:00

Hmm~~~

Wednesday.....

tiring day...

wake up nt too early....

then bring mum n sis went2 d French Restaurant had lunch....

after lunch went2 shopping....

lolx~~2day kinda loose control jor, sis n mum bought damn lot...

but happy lea....hahaha...

at nite, went2 fren's hse, gamble again......weeeeee^^

but unfortunately, 2day punya luck "soi" daooo...........................

loose quite a lot....but nvm la, fun can dy....

then went mamak4 supper, then ciaozz.......

now(344am), blogging....2mr gt lots of thgs2 do.....

better go rest dy....

nitezz, ppl........

1st post in hometown...

2008-12-16T09:30:00.001-08:00

Hoho~~been lazy to update blog since bck2 hometwn....

not busy la, damn freaking free.....

well, let's talk abt sunday......

sunday morning, woke up at 6 to prepare....around 7 lidat, went2 klia....

check in, had breakfast...bla bla bla...

then wait lo....

lolx, was damn tired, so i slept for 2 n a half hours(total time for d trip) on plane...

whn i open my eyes, reach kk dy....=.=

then went2 had lunch....nthg special for tat day...

then at nite went2 hav seafood....weeeeeeeeeee^^...

damn nice....thn bck home...zzzzZZZ

d next day, monday, woke up early, went yamcha wif grandma...

after tat, went starbucks wif fren, on9, chat there......around 230 lidat bck home...

was goin2 cc, but damn lazy....

then start2 clean up my room....suppose2 clean a bit d...but after start off, so, jz clean d whole room la....

till 630, finaly fnsh, damn tired...

at nite, went2 drink wif a bunch of frens again, then went2 alex's hse play "pull rice"(la mi)..

hohoho...till 3am, ciaozzz.....

next, tuesday.....

well, damn sien, sleepy.....sleep til 145...sis ask me wanna join her frens those sing k o nt...

hmm~~can go out play worr, sure la..hiehiehie....

230 sing till 630.......then went2 buy sumthg4 mum......

went home dinner, then lepak a while, sleep a while, then now on9, blogging.....

sien....miz my kl frens....

tis friday havin bbq at fren's hse...

all of them gt gf, i dun hav......=.=

well, nvm la....as long as d gathering gt liquor, got food, got frens...its enuf dy....

do miz sum1...but not worth at all......

oi~y am i saying tis kind of thgs.......well, 2mr bring grandma go siopping.....hohoho....

k la, nthg2 write dy....

ciaozzz.....ppl...

CD085-3 X 121208

2008-12-12T04:55:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since my last update...

been busy n tired these days....

well, let's start with Tuesday,

hmm~figure test...

remember tat day i din sleep, bou dvd...hohohoho....quite addicted recently...

well, reach coll at 715, d test starts at 8....

suppose2 b in block m, but bump into ruz, he told me change class dy....

then went block D...lolx..non of d gates can be enter....=.=

then wait in front main block...around 8 sumthg, finally got some toa management department punya orang open d door then went in lo....

start test, hmm....at 1st, i thot it wont b any problem...

but lastly, i dun hav enuf time to do d background....well, d bckgrnd is nt necessarily though...

but, still, jz wanna make it as complete as possible.........

after d test, cs brief n told us our final mark...

hmm~~nt quite satisfied wif my marks n grade, but at least its better than last sem....

after tat went2 pyramid tower to hav a buffet lunch wif cs n d rest of d class....

well, d food was delicious, seycy took around 5 or 6 rounds of food....hiehiehie....

after every1's full...hmm~seems lik every1 quite "high"....play around lik munkeyy...lolx...

including me...hohoho.....

around 230 went snooker wif yau n ms.....

then went home at 4 lidat......damn tired.....

around 7 lidat, went the gardens wif sis n mum...

hehe...shopping~~~....damn happy....bought quite a lot...

went home at 1030 sumthg.....

next day, Wednesday....

well, nthg much, jz d line sculpture presentation.....

our group n gavin's group get d highest mark for d project..weeee~~damn happy....

hmm~~last lesson4 design class......damn fast lea tis semester....

after tat, went mid valley had lunch...

suppose to watch movie at 6 or 630...but d seats r full...

so, we watch midnite show, "The Day The Earth Stood Still"....

hmm~not as expected, abit disappointed.....

but b4 d movie, went2 redbox2 bite mic....hohoho....

buffet again....X.X....

but d food quite nice la.....hiehiehie~~around 145 bck home....

next......Thursday...

early morning hav2 get up....

go ampang2 get visa....

then went2 pavilion.....

lolx...tis time round sis bought a lot...=.=

walk till leg wanna patah dy....

i was wondering y these few days keep on shopping arr.....hmm~~

n i thk it'll become an addiction once i start shopping.....wont stop wad.....yerrrr....weird....

haha..anyway, happy then can dy...

went home at 3, then sleep a while...

at nite start d damn story book.....

do till 230, then sleep a while till 430 wake up continue...

damn suffer...lik last sem, rush lily's homwork....aduiii......

y owez last day d project mz do till die ppl d......lolx....

2day, Friday...d last day for CD085-3....

well, reached coll at 945, then do d final sticking thg for d book....

after tat, present lo...sien......

after my presentation, damn tired n beh tahan dy....

so, sleep there for around 10 or 15 minutes..duno oo.....

after d whole class fnsh present....

went2 starbucks meet bunkey.....

talk a while, was kinda rush for d 2pm drawing test...so din talk much then ciaozz dy...

2day drawing class damn crowded, hot dao........@#$%^&*^%$$!$%$^&%&......

summore, my seat is beside d window, around 4, d sun starts2 shine....walao...damn hot....

beh tahan...so, went dwn break a while....

2day can say is d fastest drawing class4 me.....cz usually, i dun hav enuf time2 fnsh, but 2day damn fast...plus, d outcome quite satisfied....hohoho....

then 630 lidat went2 pyra2 meet up wif sis n mum.....

went4 dinner thn go popular look4 books....well, next time i'll invest on it..dun wan buy 1st...hiehiehie....

bck home around 8...then bath, now blogging....

later lea, mayb xbox a while then bou dvd again......ngek ngek...finally, cal it a day....

holiday lo....sunday mrng bck homtown lo.....

but damn emo now, miz u guys a lot......

CD085-3, 2day, 12th of Dec, is d last day for us......cheers for wat we've been thru 2gether....

happy2 know u guys, each n every1 of u....

Hon Wai, ur "G" dota match din succeed....aduiiii........nvm la....

tat "G"..."moutain water have fragrant sew"(cantonese)....

k la, end here..

ciaozz....people.....

Colleagues

2008-12-07T08:41:00.000-08:00

Well, almost end of sem...

jz left few days...

hmm....guess i'll post some of my colleagues n one of our lecturer's pic here...

wch are taken a few days ago.....muahahaha....

well, let d pic tell d story..................

1st, Daniel wif a "S" shape, c tat?!!...hahaha

2nd, Holy Kwok Yong.....haha

3rd, *updated at 331am*...my gay fren, cincau...hahaha...nt rili gay la.....

4th, Mei Linn was kinda, sort of kena attack by Wire Ghost...lolx...hahaha

5th, Ryan.....=.='

6th, A vry bright smile from Kar Leong, but, sumthg's wrong wif d pic.....sumthg shouldn't b there...>.<

7th, Kar Leong "tempting" pose....hahahaha.....fa qiao....

8th, Yau, part 1

9th, Yau, part 2

10th, Yau, part 3

11th, Ka Long, what, or should i say where r u laughing at?!!!!...=.<

oops~~i ter-left one pic....

12th, Wire Ghost prophecy...lolx....