Leave me....alone

A busy week....

finally, it's weekend....

but nt tat i can rest for tis two days.....

hav2 rush4 perspective n c&s final ppr....

figure class, not happy at all, emo is definitely....

(tis is d 3rd time i emo in tis week....wat d?!!)

why?

cuz of d figure references, suppose to start my work early....

but cant find any good references( too choosy) 

n bcz of tat, end up doing last minute work......hmmm.....speechless...... 

well, 2day onwards, i'm alone......again.....

d situation is lik wat actually happened two years ago.....

get freedom, but its total loneliness....

i dun lik tis shit....

independent? i thk so.....

back home, no1 to talk to(except d wall).....=.=

do assignment till sien, look4 sum1 to talk to (wall again).....=.='

after my works, wanna go out4 dinner or supper....(cant bring d wall)....=.=|||

i duno how long would tis take.....

i nid2 bear wif it.......

last time it happened for a period of time, i've changed...

guessed tat i'll change again tis time......

arrgghhhh~~enuf4 emo...............................

talk bt assignments.......

"got time to die, no time to sick"

after tuesday, can say quite relax dy4 next week.......

hope i can fnsh my perspective wif a satisfying work la..........

Expressionism

IF you asked me how I FEEL?

Sad, I'm not deeply into it;

Disappointment, I do sense it;

Regret, is what I have in mind.

There are certain things in life that I wish I could undo, 

Shouldn't regret what I've done, that's what I know, 

BUT, somehow, I still felt that way.

Human thoughts are the most valuable thing in life, 

it changes, and everyone has different thoughts based on what they had experienced in life.

Hence, searching for solutions to find out what others are thinking is quite interesting,

BUT, sometimes, my mind try to stay clear, tend to make myself fully understand and acknowledge what I need to know,

in sense that, I can eventually MAKE myself understand the one and only person's thoughts I wish to know.

Too bad I can't read minds, 

so, sometimes, providing false information to myself

a.k.a. Think Too Much

Readers who reaches here, might probably guessed this is another emo post.

Don't tend to be so, 

just trying to express though.

Mum has not been here for quite some time, during class, suddenly think of her...

Sis is going back before this week ends, meaning, I'm the only one left...

Homesick? A little.

Alone? Definitely.

BUT, life still goes on.

Some more, it's my nature to stay alone.

I don't like the crowd,

less interruption means more concentration.

Find out the lyrics for this song if you wish, it's a nice song. I'm kind of addicted to it recently. And the meaning behind it shows what I'm thinking right now.

*告诉我 by 唐禹哲*

-END-

Valentine's Day'09

Valentine's Day, 14/2/09

Still got class at morning, figure...

well, as usual, d work of god(s) r on d board again...

truly amazing...

hmm...wat i did 4 tis year's valentine's day?

haha....well, for most of u who leave d class later than usual sure know...

mayb i'm quiet at time, never do anythg...

but i jz felt lik doin sumthg on valentine's day....

"Surprise~~" is wat i like2 give to ppl around me....

well, at nite...as planned last saturday....

went2 murni for a drink wif those guys....(Yau, Kok, Lance, Yang, n Kenny)

hmm, 2nd round, planned2 go FTZ dota...but end up went2 golden break snooker....my snooker skills damn lame..hahaha....

next, went2 golden academy tat area for pool...haha...not concentrating on my fav game....

although having a good partner->Victor (my Spaniard fren...lolx)...

after tat, went2 Darussalam for supper.....Yau had some prob, so he n Yang ciaozzz 1st...

me n Victor sit untill 4am baru balik....means now(425am) jz bck my room here....=.=

weiiii tired now...

gonna sleep soon....

nitezz, ppl....

p/s: i had a wonderful day(V day), nthg happened, but it's a good start.....at least i did wat i wanted to do for tis year's V day....

k then....

ciaozz, ppl.....

To one of my Bestie^^

Hey, i was sleeping jz nw....so, din answer ur call n reply ur msg....

well, i do share my stuffs wif u....

but sumtimes i jz dun feel lik telling d world wat's goin on wof me.....

i thk evry1 has their own secrets, rite?

it's best tat some secrets remain kept unknown.....

i'm sorry i can't tell u everythg......

but i swear, tis is jz a little secret, so, dun mind if i keep it, k? ^^

n one thing, sumtimes i've been thinking tat y my own problems nid2 get others involved?

giving others unwanted problems......so, i'd rather keep it.....

sorry for being troublesome.....

forgive me, k?

cheers, man~~

Hiro Nakamura

Hey, talk about heroes, Hiro Nakamura (played by Masi Oka)...

one of my fren look alike him....

hmm~wat do u thk?

Figure Studies 3

After few days of stop motion production,

damn tired, but d outcome quite satisfying la...hoho...

last nite, went2 dai ban punya station 1 yumcha wif yau, kok, yang, lance n yau's fren.....

2nd round, went2 carlos two(too bad, d boss nt there)...

then 2rd round, went2 ftz dota.....lolx.....loose two rounds.....

d 2nd round damn xia sue, jadi feeder...=.=

bck home around 3am++....

well, b4 i end tis post, some works i wanna post here.....

n one thg i nid2 say here is...AD085-1 class punya figure rili geng!!!

esp lih ting....lecturer ask us do figure, she go "digitally print" d figure...lolx.....

(no la, she din print la, but painted d figure, lik real one...haha)

Freedom, where?

Aikzz...been busy and tired these few days....

all about assignments....

well, i've done one of the assignments....and decided2 post here as a sharing.....

It's just a rough version, may edit it IF and ONLY IF i get any other ideas......