Saturday, May 30, 2009

Black n White

Weekends
Well, lets talk abt wat happened lately...
nthg much, jz jot down as a part of memory...
ok, starts off wif monday, c.g.p.p. class...
d class ended wayyy earlier than d past two weeks...surprised...
we hav extra time2 do figures...
then come2 tuesday, as usual, advertising principle..
a short lecture n copy notes....nthg unusual....
rush back home for figures again....so, as u can c, how bz is visual fundamental class...
wednesday, d submission date for visual n sketches...
all i know is, i couldn't do properly since d workload times 4 dy...
but tat's jz an excuse...cz tat day, over 40 pieces of work are placed on d board n walls....
shame on me, not2 compare wif others, but compare my last sem work n tis sem's ....
i rili feel shameful n disappointed wif myself...for not having a good time management...
well, on thursday, moral studies...a class whch lecturer will eventually "spam" d infos...
nthg special as well....
friday, creative thinking n typo fundamentals....
finally, passed up 90% of d research dy, still got one last research due on 19th of June...
after class, went2 chill out in decanter, sri hartamas...at nite, of course...
i decided2 try out new stuffs for tis week's figure sketch...
experiment on color pencil, but is worse than kindergarden children's painting....
i felt great disappointment, although it's d first approach...
studying design, dun even know how2 use color pencil...
(not saying tat color pencil is easy or wat, its jz tat, to me its d easiest color medium of all)
but i still cant handle it well, not even d basic...
i need help, really....
my color skills truly sucks, i admit....
how?
i hav2 face y greatest fear, colors....
i lik colorful designs, but i dun dare2 use it on my own designs...
farnie huh....
hmm...speechless...
ciaoz..

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Robbery?

23rd of May 2009, 8:42p.m.
Around tat time...
A convo occurred in front of Maybank, near The One Academy
A guy approach and ask for cigarette...

Guy : Hey, leng zai...got cigarette? Nah, RM1, I buy one stick from you.

Me : (Reach my hand into pocket) U want mentol or dunhill light?

Guy : Dunhill light lah.

Me : (Took out d pack n gave him)

Guy : (He gave me RM1, but i din take lah.)

Guy : Thanks, erm..i just free from jail, wanted to take bus to wangsa maju. I onli got RM1, just now i went pyramid and asked, but the security guards complaint me..so, i have no choice but to come here and ask lo.

Me : Erm...i'm waiting for my friends.

Guy : Oh, don't get me wrong, i'm not asking for RM100 or Rm50, i just want RM10 from you to get a ride home, my friend moved dy bah, i duno where he is now...so, i just need RM10.

Me : Oh..(Keep on smoking and thinking)

Guy : Don't worry, i'll return the munee, where can i find u?

Me : U got hp o nt?

Guy : No, u stay around here ar?

Me : Oh, erm..i usually hang out in mingtien. (Took out some $ and gave him, bcz there were no guards around, no one around, in case he do something to me, haiz....jz gave him...) so, by any chance, if u meet me there, jz return d $ to me lo. (Although i know he wont) Anywway, what's your name?

Guy : Ah Keong.

Me : Oh, ok la, gotta go now.

After tat, get in my car, n went2 my planned activities...lolx....
Haiz....f*cking bad luck wei....
nvm la, as long as he din hurt me or "rob" me, can treat it as good luck dy...
Lesson learned: Next time don smoke in front of d bank at nite...X.X
Ciaoz, peeps...hop tat guy wont find me anymore....zz....

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

二零零九年五月二十日

最近,人际关系。。。很烦
其实,也没什么。。。不好
但是,这种事情。。。很闲
虽然,已经经历。。。很多
不过,还是觉得。。。不爽
往往,身边很多。。。误会
然而,曾经想过。。。逃脱
最终,仍然尝试。。。面对

简单来说,暂时不想刁任何事情。。。随便吧。。。
功课先,有空的话,可以随时回去。。。

就此搁笔~

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Melaka

A trip to melaka...
2 days one nite trip...
was ok...
quite memorable,
not bcz of wat we did n eat,
its bcz of conflict,
i learned alot again...

Friday, May 8, 2009

No Life, drink till you forget.

8th of May
had another beer session...
wow...
i drank alot recently...
killing myself softly, slowly...
well, 
heard my fren describe d feeling abt drunk...
i rili wish i could....
i do, seriously...
to forget all d unnecessary stuffs i don wanna remember...
although its jz for a moment...
but rather than nothg...
almost had an accident...
tat bxxxh duno how2 drive or wat...
is f*cking green light weii...
came out from d side...
if i cant enuf time2 brake means kena dy...
f*ck weiii....
damn tak puas now....
haizz...
f*ck tat...
well, nothg2 say dy...
jz go2 sleep...
then d next day wake up plan again....
ciaozz, man....

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Dream Generator, exist?

5:26am
jz bck from a yamcha session....
quite tired...
went2 play pool...
loose 99...
no mood play...
after tat went2 station 1...
saw a bunch of angmo(s) singing damn high on stage...
farking annoying weii...
then fast fast fnsh d drink then ciaoz...

well, untill now..
i still cant walk out from d dark...
not afraid of it...
jz to admit...
i wan it to stay wif me...
well, guess tis is another emo post...
wat's wrong wif me?
i nid to go out often...
not2 stay in my room n think...
till then...
gonna find my "dream generator"...
ciaozz, peeps...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Feelings nowadays

A few days back...
Isolation
between ME and the world...
not used to it...
but now,
I'm Connected...
now I'm not used it again...
what the hell?
I'm a weirdo,
may be...
But still,
I Miss them...
the days we spent...
But now,
I'm all Alone...


Sunday, May 3, 2009

Not Around Too Long

A random one...
i feel lik blogging 2day...

well, 1st of all..
i'm bck2 my study place..
never expect i would miss my homtown so much tis time...
mayb its bcz a three week stay..
alot has happened..
frens, reunion, met new frens...
from d minute i step into my room....
memories flashing bck in my mind..
cant stop d emo-ness...
all i can say is..
"till then, three months we'll hang out again"
hey, 3 months weii, 
anythg could happen...
n its not short...
i nid2 come out n join my frens...
instead of staying in my room...
thots n memories wont stop2 hunt me...
well, i nid time..
to settle everything down..
try2 make myself used to tis old-new place...
 p/s: i miss my family n frens f*cking much weii, seriously...
every minute i'm typing rite now, i feel d loneliness, n emo-ness...
damn, how?