Tuesday, August 25, 2009

A word from my old man...

I'm a slow-mo in d rain,
not to slip into drain,
preferably not to gain,
just wanted to retain,
nevertheless i maintain...
well...went2 a movie wif dad jz nw...
on d way, a short distance...
some words r spoken....
not from me...
d convo stressed...
mentioning abt me...
mayb i am, mayb not...
i dun treat my family as it is...
there are no more family in my dictionary....
i dun make up my mind gather wif them....
any excuses i made is exceptions...
...or mayb d old man doesnt understands me at all....
issit a must to make them happy...
or issit a just to maintain wat it is...
well, i left for quite some time...
its not easy for me to feel d warmness as i expected at all....
i duno, i dun feel lik staying here at all...
i know its wrong, but i couldnt help it...
hmm...jz leave it....
...peace...

Friday, August 21, 2009

Randomism 2

A lot is in my mind, but non of them r2 b spoken here...
jz dun feel lik......duno y...
hard4 me2 type out....
fingers lazy....perhaps...haha..
hmmm~anyway...its 22nd of Aug now...
feel lik goin back...
weird...i'm back2 where i belong...but feels lik i dun belong here at all...
hmm...mayb i'm not around here for quite some time dy...
n i'm used2 somewhere else, somewhere i call it another home....
somemore, some1 special is waiting4 me there...^^

anyway, somethng's bothering me...
dun wish2 repeat my pass,
friends, any1 can spell it easily...
but not every single human can really take it seriously....
not trying to say something here....
jz simply......mention...i guess...

bah...anythg la....
sleepy now....

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Chapter 2.1 ends

Another Sem...gone...done...
a loaded n productive semester...
n now i'm back in my place...
cozy, but not warm...
freezing, but not frozen...
felt awkward 2wards my homtown....
cousins r here, staying in my room, loosing comfortability n freedom....
weeks later, another bunch of relatives coming....loosing more comfortability n freedom....
struggle in a moody n disorder life....
holiday isn't as good as i think...
move on...
i'm crapping here now....
let d picture speaks through ur mind, bridge out the feeling straight to ur heart.....


look out point

Peaceful, silence....

d nite b4 i left, friday, 14th of August...
One year b4, SEYCY went up to look out point...
d exact day, exact date, exact place.....coincidence....
.......
nthg much2 talk abt dy....

Sunday, August 2, 2009

感觉离开“家”很久了。。。
刚读完朋友punya blog。。。
发现自己很难融入之前一起出去的朋友。。。
很奇怪。。。
能想像到场面会很尴尬。。。
不过始终是要回去。。。
聚聚面。。。
随便啦。。。
还有两个星期。。。