Friday, January 9, 2009

I don't blif U..L..M..

Well, dun blog oso canot lea.....alot ppl(s) keep say i long time no blog......
lolx...hahaha...jk la.......
ok, let's start wif tis week la.....
actualy damn sien....evrythg seems slow down dy...compare2 last 2 sems.....
hmm....i'm quite lazy2 blog, duno y....unlike last sem, everyday update.....
let's talk abt 2day.....
hmm....class at 530, but went coll at 3 sumthg, suppose2 go snooker wif yau....
then end up sit there n chat wif him, wait him fnsh his work.....nt saying tat i'm not happy or wat....
d emo illness suddenly comes...duno from where, n wat makes me emo.......lolx......
thn went2 lepak lepak....siennnnnnnnnnzzzz....
after tat mengshen said reached snooker place, then i walked there 1st lo......
during tat time, i was playing snooker, but my mind n  soul doesnt seems lik exists by tat time....
whole day duno wat happend......aikzzz....wat's wrong again.....
suddenly think of sumthg, i found tat i have COMPLETELY loose trust in ppl....
it's lik its been a practice4 me dy, i dun trust anythg nor any1.....y?
tell me, how can i find back d trust in ppl....
am i too protective? or wat??......(blur)...
trusting sum1 makes me lost a lot of thgs, not trusting any1 makes me lost a lot of thgs too....
so, how??
2009, grows older, 2 pieces dy.......rili can feel tat my thoughts r changing......
actually, tis clss AD085-1 not bad...but feels lik sumthg is missing.......duno wat.....
i can feel d class' potential, really........
but somehow, sometimes i do feel lik leaving tis place, studying in some country wch r more calm n not tat complicated..S.I.P (study in peace).....lolx....
aikzz.....wateva la......headache now, stop here........
ciaozzzzzzzzz......

2 comments:

  1. aikzz.....tak it easy huh....
    easy2 say, hard2 do lea, bunkey.....
    but thx, anyway....^^

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