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一个我蛮喜欢的作品。。

云

某天下午，

天上的云好美，真的好美。。。

在天台遥望着它。。。

有种莫名的奇妙。。。

真想和它谈恋爱。。。

向它细说我的心事。。。

分享现在和过去。。。

不过，

短暂的它，

随风而去。。。

只好耐心的等。。。

慢慢等。。。

慢慢等。。。

等到。。。

它再次出现。。。

Street shots

都忘了何时是最后一次街拍了。。

好久。。好久。。。。

这次，改变了。。

My Old New Portrait shots

It's been some time since my last post,

Here's some old new works of mine, enjoy...

Flora

Path

我。。。怎么了

最近，情绪掉了。。。

部落格里，静了。。。

“我落泪，情绪零碎”

自从爸妈过来后，

我的时间彻底的调乱了。。。

一年里，

和家人相处的时间只有短短的两个月，

一路以来，

和女友的时间都被减短了。。。

挣扎，

我。。。怎么了？

开始感受不到自我。。。

去了哪？

没有定义的时间情节，

不懂，

接下来一秒的安排，

我。。。乱了，

亲爱的，

对不起。。。

体谅与包容，

自我反省，

重新安排，

计划，

将来，

我，

不懂。。。

开始觉得，

身体状况出了很多问题，

“突然累了”

或许吧。。。

我不是超人，

我不会飞，

超人没有眼泪，

我不落泪，

认住感觉，

哭旧了会累。。。

挣扎于身体状况与时间安排，

挣扎于朋友间的待遇，

人生的比赛与艰熬，

真的不了我真的那么令他们讨厌吗？

我在尽力，

我还在错吗？

难道个人感情与友谊的关系有关联吗？

教我，

告诉我，

你们的不满。。。

听到的，

我改了，

还能怎样。。。

我。。。怎么了？

亲爱的，

很多事情很突然，

把我推得。。。“突然累了”

累与泪，

它们是互动的。。。

想给于家人好的。。。时间在追。。。

想给于你最好的。。。时间在追。。。

当然，

没有休息的爱，

我愿意，

真的愿意，

情绪暴躁来自于哪里。。。

或许，

心情，

遭遇，

生活，

我真的乱了，

我需要陪伴，

还是自我冷静。。。

每天最清醒的时候，

只有。。。。。。

我。。。爱。。。你，

你。。。明吗？

Batu Caves 2010

Here comes another TOA Phototribe Trip

As usual, photos can only be uploaded after the screening...

For certain pictures, there are exceptions...

here are some...

Curious for a moment

I've been wondering...

Why best friends will jealous one another?

Previously, some one spam my chat box accusing me jealous my friend because of the previous post...

Well, frankly speaking, I don't...why would I jealous some one,

I mean I do appreciate what I have in my life,

Like what the spammers(superdick, hyperdick and wonderdick) mentioned, I have a great life,

I have a DSLR camera, n blah blah...

Obviously, those who can't stand their jealousy did something to my blog, not to mention who again...winks** hahaha XD

So, why would I jealous others, right?

Anyway, I do know who the spammers are, disappointments towards them...

Well, last but not least, my blog has a TRACKER installed...

So, IF and ONLY IF some of the "dicks" mentioned above want to spam again, make sure you don't HAVE an I.P. ADDRESS...or else, anytime you spam or leave anything there, I still can track you down^^

Good Luck!

p/s: Anyway, the previous post is just an expression stuff, and I DID MENTIONED I do not seek sympathy nor seeking attention, once again, this is MY BLOG, read it or leave it...

like it, visit it then; if you don't, pass by quietly will do me a favor, thanks...

Not being lan C here, just that, I don't like pussy who like to do childish stuffs to my blog, I share, unlike people who are freaking fake out there, creating hard times for others.

Even some of my TRUE friends can tell who the spammers are, so, you know yourself, it's a childish act I must say, do it again, and like what you spammed, "People like you disgust me"..

you guys disgust me and disgust yourself at the same time.

Well then, kids, IF you got issues, you don't have to slit your wrist, find that person to talk about it nicely, politely...anyway, Shakespear's poet don't make people sad, don't say that, I love poets, please.

Thanks for your attention, you know who you are, May your D*** bless you.

Untitled expressions

It's a night i call it...

temper rise up easily recently...

don't ask why,

some decisions are made wisely without any reasons...

everyday i woke up,

open up my eyes,

mind start to work,

i'm thinking,

i'm working,

and the best part is i know...

...i'm living.

But for sure,

one thing i regret of doing is knowing i shouldn't lend a hand to one person...

empty hopes are proven as time goes by itself...

things started off nearly two years ago...

it all began with a simple friendship and hope begun to brought itself higher...

expectations and disaffection arose since then..until now...

I have a thought...for a moment...

disgrace...was given quietly...

leaving traces of disappointment...

but not permanent...

and I remembered once there's a period of atonement...

But for now,

what do i have to feel?

it is the numbness of all sorts of element that build me up now...

I'm not a good person, i must admit...

but if people spoke of i'm a bad person, i must deny as this is not a fact...

it's just different people gone through life with different experience that makes them have different point of view,

this is not something people don't know...

different philosophies are passed down to us, and will go on in the coming future...

it's just that different philosophies came out from different point of view...

combine some of them might actually creates contradictions...

So?

So, it depends on which situation your in, then apply it...

sometimes i do think of something – Taming yourself...

sounds like...err...

well, taming yourself, meaning you just have to chill, calm yourself down to think...

some one was born that way, living a better life than others...

but what for to jealous about...

i seldom jealous people with better lives than i do...

i just envy them...

but for certain people i met in life...

i do find that,

their jealousy could possibly cost you something...

even though you are at an innocent side...

may be they just feel great to see people suffers...

hell know...

I'm confused,

you treat one person nicely,

at the end,

you just get shit from them...

true what,

if you have doubts, go ahead and experience it...

Well, people live in a designated life...

meaning, some of the things in life you don't stand a chance to pick an option nor having alternatives out of it...

for example, you can't choose what name you want, who's your parents, rich or poor family...

these are the stuffs you HAVE to admit in life...that you ARE born that way...

well, this is a fact...

Life can be fun,

can be tough,

can be adventurous,

sad, happy, etc...

living with fear is what i want to stress about...

Living with fear embedded in your life...

fear of anything...

you can't sleep well,

even though you can,

you get nightmares...

In certain period of life,

human beings experience something different, something they never came across...

some even not under their expectations...

but what i know is...

no matter how tough life is,

you still have to come across with unwanted things, just chill with it...

To be frank,

i have certain heavy illness...

i don't know what it is yet...

i'm not telling anyone here, nor seeking attention or sympathy...

i just want to make an example,

life is short, damn short...

you won't know what you get the next day,

even though you are expecting something...

but i still believe in "law of attraction"...

so, cherish the moment when you woke up you are still a healthy person...

don't give people hard time...

spare mercy, don't rise up your anger or jealousy towards people...

it's not worth...

think of one thing, everyday...

if you left 24 hours to live...

what are the things you want to do...

who are the persons you want to be with...

how are you going to spend the time, wisely...

when is the right time to the things you have longed for...

where you want to go...

it is important...

now people are talking about "Go Green"

because they found earth is seriously damaged...

what if human beings also found out that life is affected by unwanted elements...

serious consciousness of matter in life...

does human being have "Go Green" campaign?

i'm 21 years old, old enough for me to think more than my pass few years of lives...

everyday, it counts...

as i am typing, i am thinking...

once there's one saying...

"people will only remember the one bad thing you did rather than 1,000 good deeds you made"

it is a fact though...

why? psychology stuffs, i guess...

bad things are like a mark in one person's life, it can't be washed off nor clean from others' memory...

it's odd, but you have admit this...

be cautious of what you do, think before act...

this is what i have been taught since i'm a kid...

further more, i'm 21...

every steps i take in life,

every words spoken...

means a lot in my life, it could be a promise,

the promise could be fragile or strong enough for one to accomplish it when the time comes...

concessions in life, it is a simple yet tough mission for us to keep...

Lastly, i just want to let you guys know,

this is just my personal expression post...

don't mind what i said,

may be some of the sentences are criticizing something,

but it's all about my life,

don't mind me...

Anyway, thanks for reading...

Comments are highly appreciated...

Second wave of photos

The rest of the pictures..

well, i guess that's it..

looking forward for the next shooting session...

Lastly, C&C are highly appreciated...thanks!!

Brand new one

A new try in studio wif frens...

Main shots..

stay tune for more pichas..haha XD

A new one

After an intense final week of 2nd year 3rd sem...

finally, had a chance to try out my new babe–Nikon D300s

well, was helping a friend out with his assignment, fashion portrait...

i did a bit of testing shot...

C&C are highly appreciated, thanks.

Shang Hai continued...

Some other street photography photos while i was havin my trip in Shang Hai...

上海 2010

夜上海～夜上海～～

Just back from Shang Hai Trip...

Some pictures to share...

Storm behind

It's been a while since d last untaken breath of wisdom...

regain the forgotten ways of life...

People, for some reasons...

they just chuck words into other's mind...

poisoning the unnecessary thoughts,

killing other softly...

on the other hand,

stabbing them with swords crafted with the finest lies...

leading people to nowhere but an end...

they die in vain...

never giving any chances,

for them to speak out the unspoken whispers,

showing no guilts...

tie n bind in the sorrowfulness...

behind the bars of lies...

what can one do to deny what others think of them?

feeling hopeless?

please, let the soul rest in peace...

unlikely to rest in the graves...

but living with disgrace,

having no trace...

of what they have shared...

Walking alone with storm behind...

without anxiety,

but with passion filled in the heart of oneself...

It's time to move on...

no turning back after all what just happened to me...

It's not something i never overcome before...

people don't want to give others an easy life...

It's ok, because you don't own your life from that person at the first place...

A great phrase I've learned...

"Live life to the fullest" (Henessy V.S.O.P)

纯粹打爽。。。

终于回到一个自己最熟悉的地方了。。。

2010年，听说对肖蛇的朋友不是那么好。。。

或许迷信，但也可以是事实，信不信只见仁见智。。。

人生本来就是事与愿违的事情会一件件涌过来。。。

有时真的会令人喘不过一口气。。。

肖蛇的天秤座自己。。。

对于一切事物追求公平，

人人平等这道理更是离不开脑子。。。

今早，在飞机上看见云朵，在上面的掩盖不了蓝天。。。

在下方的，却铺盖了整个城市。。。

突然，脑子里头就冒出了此句

“下着山的人，回目一看，怎么会看的见正在上着山的人呢？”

自己已经过了最艰难的时刻，怎么还会记得别人难处 （自私与现实的想法）

“上着山的人，往上一看，怎么会看的见已经下了山的人呢？”

自己在努力当中觉得辛苦，但友怎么懂经历以后获得的成果与满足感呢 （鼓励性的话）

其实这偏文章只打出来发泄此刻的情绪与累坏了磨出来的脾气。。。