Where Have You Been?

Well, list of projects, assessments, and assignments for the following week:
1.) History of Art & Design Project- Me Me Me Me!
2.) Language and Communication Skill 2 Mid-Term Assessment
3.) Design-Lecture 2- 2D Clock Face Design 20% progression
4.) Figure Studies 2- 1 figure sketch, 2 notes sketches, 5 male and 5 female stick man and wooden manikin sketches
5.) Letterform and Calligraphy- Bamboo brush experiment 2, laser print out project 1

Hmm~~kinda weird, having nightmares recently, everytime after i woke up, headache like hell.............
felt like don hav d heart2 do anythg properly......wat happened2 me tis few years?....where hav i been?
my class rili gt many types of future designers, they r given n born v talent,
but y showing off, compete wif each other, some more, critic each other...well, everyone is unique wad.....
we live in different ways, come from different past, so, for sure all of us r unique, compete4 wat?
every time saw their improvements, at same time, i saw myseld stop rite where i am.....no improvements....
i ever thought of should i b lik them, compete v each other?
but i dun hav d heart2 compete wif them....i'm jz happy v my work n grades, enjoy my college life...
some more, y i wanna make my life more difficult, rite?....
Bday's comin, but same, no heart2 celebrate...hmm~~rili duno y..........
felt like want to stop everythg n go4 a long vacation..............i'm damn tired now.......

Lastly, another nice song intro:

Talk to Me

you talk to me
you speak with me
don"t sink before you rise baby
don"t fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait
for all the come we had
feels like a world away
who"s to say
we"ll be ok
we will make it through the night
don"t wanna wake up in this state
i just want us both to smile
cause we"re the same
and i know that we"ll never change
look i bought your favorite ice cream
i dont wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
i don"t know if we"re gonna be the same
baby just talk with me
cause i want you to stay here with me