Over exposed mood

I find this piece of photo quite interesting....

jz focus on d the colors....

"Chris"tmas carol...

It's 25th of Dec...

Christmas a.k.a X'mas...

In certain country, it's winter...cold...

but yet, this is a festival many would feel the warmness in it...

Thanksgiving, celebration, presents, wishes...

Wishes are to be granted or not to be....

but not just faith decides all...

work your as* out if you wish so badly for something for someone, perhaps...

well, today...

I had my wish infuse in a heart of a creature...

the beat of the heart reminds me of everything...

It's a wish that would embed in my mind for the rest of my life...

This year, a very special christmas for me, i must say...

How i pass my special day?

How many presents i receive, if you may ask...

but that's not the topic i want to talk about...

it's the worst part if u screwed things up in a very special moment you've longed for....

but the motives or purposes remains...

not to mention other things,

sincere effort, planning, expectations, surprises....

well, the main idea of these "elements" put together for your very special someone...

gifts, celebrations....it work ya...

So, in short, i just want to say...

this year's christmas, i've tried out a lot of new stuffs...

"once in my life"...."for whom you seek, you may follow teh feeling"

i just want to walk myself out from my past, the very frightening darkness in me...

let's hope things get well, soon....

very soon....

Merry Christmas to everyone who reach here...haha..

Good night...

Moments; Memory of one typical Sunday evening

Things seems to be like in a slow paste...

It's a pleasant evening...

In a relaxing mood...

Tranquility seems to be the best partner...

Awaiting...

Calm...

Life has change till then...

I enjoy part of it, but still neglect some...

In such peace...

Nothing tends to be disturbed by any obstacles...

Not to mention about things around me...

But pieces in the heart may or may not have done it, not on purpose, I suppose...

For the moment, until now...

The feeling of floating on a small boat...

In the middle of the lake, late evening...

Watching the sorrow of the sunset...

Listening the whispers of the wind, blowing...

The calm movement that crawls on your skin...

Reminds you of your very first encounter for such moment...

Close your eyes, feel it...

TOA Studio

1st attempt to studio flash...

learned how2 direct, posing those stuffs...

规矩

规矩。。

存在于世上每个角落，

每样事物。。。

跟着规矩走。。。

或许会获胜。。。

“游戏规矩”。。。

世上有些事情。。。

谁先有所举动，

破坏了规矩，

谁就是坏人。。。

表面看来，

坏人不值得同情。。。

有谁来了解当中的经过呢？

终结，坏人是我。。。

一切从此以后都会改变。。。

一切责任与负担由我当就是了。。。

Direct a shoot

Photography final...

hahaha...let u guys "lick the sugar" 1st....

hav a sneak peak of some pictures here...

C&C appreciated...Thankx...

Anyway, 2day fren ask me2 direct...

well, it turned out badly.....

reminds me of my past,

i nvr learnt how to direct a photo shoot until now....

although its jz a bit of improvement on posing.....

but i'm not satisfied wif it....

will learn more in my coming future....

It's 10th of Dec

Jz fnsh marker class 2day....

Boon Tiong expressed his deepest love for our class, AD085-1

hahaha....

well, anyway, throughout this whole week....

alot of work, pressure, stress, problems........

it's near d end, starting to loose things up.....

but sadly, i might fail one subject, as expected.....

let's jz pray i pass.....

Ok, anyway, there's some photography to share here....

it's jz test shots of my new model....

C&C appreciated...

Wednesday the 2nd...

It's part of my memory.....

an interesting one i muz say....

i bang my car.....

same as last week....wednesday, same spot....

after class, jz whack beer lik water....

why? not emo, its not wat u think.....

cz its not my fault tis time.....

finally, i understand d true meaning of speechless in a hopless situation....

i do, seriously.....

anyway.....

its not abt money matter....n i know ur rich....

i dun nid any sympathy or compensation frm u....

a lot of things had been taught for tis moment....

you never understand.....

well, tis is wat it may turn out to be....

i will not take any action, coz i'm tired dy....for tis time, seriously...

i took a deep breath n not a word was spoken when accident happens....

i think tat's d least i can tolerate....

d rest, thk for urself....

it's true, ur jz a kid......

i shouldn't share wif u so much abt life...a mature one i muz specify....

well, thanks to my frens, i'm ok now.....

had fun, sing, beer n ciggie....

tat's d life i've longed for....

cz of d intensity of workload tis sem...

well, tat's all, folks...

Coincidence

I dono..seriously...

a sign, a hint, or mayb coincidence?

well, it's jz something...so....sudden, recently...

i saw alot of things which reminds, sort of recall back d little details of my memory....

reflecting my past...

photographer.....

studio.....

stuffs i lik...

mayb its jz coincidence....

let it go...

灵感

毛毛细雨，坐在咖啡厅里。。。

播着“我想要说”的歌曲。。。

天气凉凉地。。。

在电脑面前，手里的香烟， 缓慢地。。。

吹熄。。。

不断想着，“说”。。

到底自己想说些什么。。。

Splashy types

I keep on styling my work..for typography assignments...

Well, just got another email replied...

It totally defeat the purpose, what is it going to about the content in the book?

Anyway, i duno, my mind is blank for le' moment...

mayb got nothing to show tomorrow....

but still, i like my work....lolz...

B&W stands for Black & White

Some shots for the photography trip...black and white....

Octopus Boy

18th of October(Octopus)...lolz..

Birthday, it's a big difference compare2 last year...

BUT, doesnt mean tat its bad...

the differences are...

-i'm not alone anymore

-met n c'brate wif a new bunch of frens

-got a lomo camera

-no club activities

-frens bought me b'day cake instead of sis

n some more la....

Anyway, they r extremely welcoming....(@.@)

haha..its a good thing, i jz nid time2 adapt....

it's been ages since my last encounter for such "warmness"...

lastly, i should thank my Bii, Ejin....

she did a lot for my birthday....rilli appreciate everything....

Delighting you always

Date: 13th of October 2009

Time: 12pm - 7pm

Location: Putrajaya

Model: Carrie

Photographer and assistant(s): Chris, Lai, Ejin

Equipments: Canon 5D, Canon 5D mark 2, 70-200 f2.8, 24-70 f2.8

p/s: 1st time portrait shot using canon 5D, one word, "chun!!"

Back from hometown

Back from homtown....

took some pic2 share wif u guysss...

feel free2 click d pics4 original size....

c&c will b appreciated....thankzzz

A word from my old man...

I'm a slow-mo in d rain,

not to slip into drain,

preferably not to gain,

just wanted to retain,

nevertheless i maintain...

well...went2 a movie wif dad jz nw...

on d way, a short distance...

some words r spoken....

not from me...

d convo stressed...

mentioning abt me...

mayb i am, mayb not...

i dun treat my family as it is...

there are no more family in my dictionary....

i dun make up my mind gather wif them....

any excuses i made is exceptions...

...or mayb d old man doesnt understands me at all....

issit a must to make them happy...

or issit a just to maintain wat it is...

well, i left for quite some time...

its not easy for me to feel d warmness as i expected at all....

i duno, i dun feel lik staying here at all...

i know its wrong, but i couldnt help it...

hmm...jz leave it....

...peace...

Randomism 2

A lot is in my mind, but non of them r2 b spoken here...

jz dun feel lik......duno y...

hard4 me2 type out....

fingers lazy....perhaps...haha..

hmmm~anyway...its 22nd of Aug now...

feel lik goin back...

weird...i'm back2 where i belong...but feels lik i dun belong here at all...

hmm...mayb i'm not around here for quite some time dy...

n i'm used2 somewhere else, somewhere i call it another home....

somemore, some1 special is waiting4 me there...^^

anyway, somethng's bothering me...

dun wish2 repeat my pass,

friends, any1 can spell it easily...

but not every single human can really take it seriously....

not trying to say something here....

jz simply......mention...i guess...

bah...anythg la....

sleepy now....

Chapter 2.1 ends

Another Sem...gone...done...

a loaded n productive semester...

n now i'm back in my place...

cozy, but not warm...

freezing, but not frozen...

felt awkward 2wards my homtown....

cousins r here, staying in my room, loosing comfortability n freedom....

weeks later, another bunch of relatives coming....loosing more comfortability n freedom....

struggle in a moody n disorder life....

holiday isn't as good as i think...

move on...

i'm crapping here now....

let d picture speaks through ur mind, bridge out the feeling straight to ur heart.....

Peaceful, silence....

d nite b4 i left, friday, 14th of August...

One year b4, SEYCY went up to look out point...

d exact day, exact date, exact place.....coincidence....

.......

nthg much2 talk abt dy....

怪

感觉离开“家”很久了。。。

刚读完朋友punya blog。。。

发现自己很难融入之前一起出去的朋友。。。

很奇怪。。。

能想像到场面会很尴尬。。。

不过始终是要回去。。。

聚聚面。。。

随便啦。。。

还有两个星期。。。

Penang Trip '09 (Part 3)

Guess this is d last part for d penang trip...

enjoy...^^

Penang Trip '09 (Part 2)

Well, nothing much2 stress about....

it's jz pics...n pics....haha...enjoy...

Penang Trip '09

Here comes another not so random post.....

lolz...

Went Penang with 4 of my frens during exploration week.....

it's sumthg super random wei.....

i received a call from my fren during midnite....

n d 2nd day, off we go.....to penang....

random, rite?

took tons of pics, but recently quite bz wif assignments, so.......

i may upload more pics soon.....

I rili like random stuffs...

Michael Jackson....

A well-known artist....had fallen recently...

well, i remember tat i used2 listen2 his song since i was a kid....

my dad love his song vli much....

2me, d impression in tis great artist goes to his fav move-moonwalk, n d sound "Owh!"

his songs r everywhere since he passed away....

a shocking news, indeed....

although i'm not rili a big fan of his, but i do respect tis artist....

his style, his move, his songs....

recently, abit emo....cz of his death...

he's jz lik sum1 close2 me...i duno y.....

mayb he reminded me of my past, my childhood....

well, guess tat's d reason, nthg much....

lastly, mayb michael rest in peace....

Apart from tat, 2day i went2 d rumah impian for moral project.....

well, tis is my time in an orphanage.....

d feeling was different from my expectation.....

at first, i dun feel lik staying long in there....honestly.....

mayb i dun lik kids?

well, but one thg for sure is, i have a lot in my mind during d time we were playing....

interaction occurs.....i guess...

they r all indians...

think abt it, their parents "abandoned" them......

living with other kids, they can't simply do wat they want,

request wat they want, feel d warmth of family....

they dun have wat we have in our daily lifes......

summore, we'r still complaining life isn't perfect, tis n tat....

i rili din know i would hav such deep feeling towards tis issue...until i met tis bunch of little victors.....lolz....

well, one last thg, i kena phlegm on my pants...i duno wch kid spit on it....==

but nvm la....altho it's disgusting...hahaha....jz wash it lo.....

anyway, rili hav2 start work during exploration week.....

time management, dude....

tat's it....

ciaoz, peeps....

Randomism

I find myself like random stuffs.....

well, a lot has happened recently.....

it's like some shit which happened for the past....

involved the same "kid(s)"(a new name for him/her/them, because all the stuffs happened is damn childish)....not to mention here....

but this time, a lot of friends agree with me, because they kena also......

well, not to pick a fight with it, but just fucked it......

we are too old for this kind of stuffs.......

anyway, time isn't enough for me, i should make some adjustment, like BT(lecturer) told me....

need tons of rest, not some....

this is one packed week...yet happening.....

went to friend's birthday celebration and watched movie knowing that i have a test tomorrow...

wow...haha....

exploration week is around the corner, it's time to do extra work, i guess....

will learn new medium technics from Jun soon.....

hmm...what else.....

guess that's it....

ciaoz, people....

p/s: Transformer 2 damn chun wei, go watch it, it's worth every cents you pay....

like Shawn said, worth your 2 and half hour not doing assignments but to watch this movie...

Michael Bay, your the man! Feel like grabbing some transformers figures....haha...

A random one....

It's been a while since my last sing k session..

went2 sunway redbox after class....

b'day c'bration4 a fren's fren of mine....

well, actually, i do know onli one(ee jin) out of 5 of them...

i mean REALLY know n stuffs...

but get along wif d others after some time....

kinda enjoy myself there, gone crazy weii~~

so.....figures....

well, i MAY BE ABLE to fnsh up all 4, plus two simplified figures...

nid2 rush, man....nid2 rush...

k then, i cannot tahan dy....

hav2 sleep now...

2mr morning presentation....

n a sleepless nite soon....

ciaozz~

Short Summary

Since d blog is dead....

n i can on9.....

so, a simple update will do....

well, nothg special....

jz toa life, wif assignments, presentation coming up, test, and exploration week is around d corner...

sounds fast, half sem gone....

did learned something so far...

listed out one by one then,

cgpp class, learned to b extra kful wif everythg while doin d assignment...

for example, d color settings, cropmarks, bleeds n stuffs..

ad principle, well...from d subject title, yeah, learned some principles...

visual fundamentals, a.k.a. figure studies....

learned color pencil rendering, n starting to love simplified figure.....

as for color pencil, credits to my two si fu (masters), ee jin n jun....

moral studies....errr, not vli in to tis subject, but somhow learned somethg too....

creative thinkin, a boring yet interesting class, makes u thk out of d box...

but i'm still in d box....-.-'''

lastly, typo....i love d layout design thg, man....tat rili makes u do alot of research n makes u thk a lot....

well, so far...i appreciated tis sem....

cz every week go chill out once, decanter, a nice place2 drink...

so, basically, d whole week is around lik tat...

after all d stress, a fine nite in decanter rili balance back d mood....

ciaozz, peeps....

*oops, since one of my masters said i spelled her name wrongly.....

so, jz combine la...hahahaha...yee jin (ee jin) + Jun = Yee Jun

lolx....

TMnet wahh....

My blog is almost dead...

due to the BEST service of streamyx...

sometimes i can surf d net, but MOST of the time i cant....

phone bill? paid dy la....

sien...

anyway, kinda bz-free-bz-free tis few weeks....

as usual, visual fundamental is d most heavy workload subject we have tis sem....

duhhh....duno wanna say wat dy...anyway, in coll now..so i can blog....

ciaoz, peeps....

Black n White

Weekends

Well, lets talk abt wat happened lately...

nthg much, jz jot down as a part of memory...

ok, starts off wif monday, c.g.p.p. class...

d class ended wayyy earlier than d past two weeks...surprised...

we hav extra time2 do figures...

then come2 tuesday, as usual, advertising principle..

a short lecture n copy notes....nthg unusual....

rush back home for figures again....so, as u can c, how bz is visual fundamental class...

wednesday, d submission date for visual n sketches...

all i know is, i couldn't do properly since d workload times 4 dy...

but tat's jz an excuse...cz tat day, over 40 pieces of work are placed on d board n walls....

shame on me, not2 compare wif others, but compare my last sem work n tis sem's ....

i rili feel shameful n disappointed wif myself...for not having a good time management...

well, on thursday, moral studies...a class whch lecturer will eventually "spam" d infos...

nthg special as well....

friday, creative thinking n typo fundamentals....

finally, passed up 90% of d research dy, still got one last research due on 19th of June...

after class, went2 chill out in decanter, sri hartamas...at nite, of course...

i decided2 try out new stuffs for tis week's figure sketch...

experiment on color pencil, but is worse than kindergarden children's painting....

i felt great disappointment, although it's d first approach...

studying design, dun even know how2 use color pencil...

(not saying tat color pencil is easy or wat, its jz tat, to me its d easiest color medium of all)

but i still cant handle it well, not even d basic...

i need help, really....

my color skills truly sucks, i admit....

how?

i hav2 face y greatest fear, colors....

i lik colorful designs, but i dun dare2 use it on my own designs...

farnie huh....

hmm...speechless...

ciaoz..

Robbery?

23rd of May 2009, 8:42p.m.

Around tat time...

A convo occurred in front of Maybank, near The One Academy

A guy approach and ask for cigarette...

Guy : Hey, leng zai...got cigarette? Nah, RM1, I buy one stick from you.

Me : (Reach my hand into pocket) U want mentol or dunhill light?

Guy : Dunhill light lah.

Me : (Took out d pack n gave him)

Guy : (He gave me RM1, but i din take lah.)

Guy : Thanks, erm..i just free from jail, wanted to take bus to wangsa maju. I onli got RM1, just now i went pyramid and asked, but the security guards complaint me..so, i have no choice but to come here and ask lo.

Me : Erm...i'm waiting for my friends.

Guy : Oh, don't get me wrong, i'm not asking for RM100 or Rm50, i just want RM10 from you to get a ride home, my friend moved dy bah, i duno where he is now...so, i just need RM10.

Me : Oh..(Keep on smoking and thinking)

Guy : Don't worry, i'll return the munee, where can i find u?

Me : U got hp o nt?

Guy : No, u stay around here ar?

Me : Oh, erm..i usually hang out in mingtien. (Took out some $ and gave him, bcz there were no guards around, no one around, in case he do something to me, haiz....jz gave him...) so, by any chance, if u meet me there, jz return d $ to me lo. (Although i know he wont) Anywway, what's your name?

Guy : Ah Keong.

Me : Oh, ok la, gotta go now.

After tat, get in my car, n went2 my planned activities...lolx....

Haiz....f*cking bad luck wei....

nvm la, as long as he din hurt me or "rob" me, can treat it as good luck dy...

Lesson learned: Next time don smoke in front of d bank at nite...X.X

Ciaoz, peeps...hop tat guy wont find me anymore....zz....

二零零九年五月二十日

最近，人际关系。。。很烦

其实，也没什么。。。不好

但是，这种事情。。。很闲

虽然，已经经历。。。很多

不过，还是觉得。。。不爽

往往，身边很多。。。误会

然而，曾经想过。。。逃脱

最终，仍然尝试。。。面对

简单来说，暂时不想刁任何事情。。。随便吧。。。

功课先，有空的话，可以随时回去。。。

就此搁笔～

Melaka

A trip to melaka...

2 days one nite trip...

was ok...

quite memorable,

not bcz of wat we did n eat,

its bcz of conflict,

i learned alot again...

No Life, drink till you forget.

8th of May

had another beer session...

wow...

i drank alot recently...

killing myself softly, slowly...

well, 

heard my fren describe d feeling abt drunk...

i rili wish i could....

i do, seriously...

to forget all d unnecessary stuffs i don wanna remember...

although its jz for a moment...

but rather than nothg...

almost had an accident...

tat bxxxh duno how2 drive or wat...

is f*cking green light weii...

came out from d side...

if i cant enuf time2 brake means kena dy...

f*ck weiii....

damn tak puas now....

haizz...

f*ck tat...

well, nothg2 say dy...

jz go2 sleep...

then d next day wake up plan again....

ciaozz, man....

Dream Generator, exist?

5:26am

jz bck from a yamcha session....

quite tired...

went2 play pool...

loose 99...

no mood play...

after tat went2 station 1...

saw a bunch of angmo(s) singing damn high on stage...

farking annoying weii...

then fast fast fnsh d drink then ciaoz...

well, untill now..

i still cant walk out from d dark...

not afraid of it...

jz to admit...

i wan it to stay wif me...

well, guess tis is another emo post...

wat's wrong wif me?

i nid to go out often...

not2 stay in my room n think...

till then...

gonna find my "dream generator"...

ciaozz, peeps...

Feelings nowadays

A few days back...

Isolation

between ME and the world...

not used to it...

but now,

I'm Connected...

now I'm not used it again...

what the hell?

I'm a weirdo,

may be...

But still,

I Miss them...

the days we spent...

But now,

I'm all Alone...

Not Around Too Long

A random one...

i feel lik blogging 2day...

well, 1st of all..

i'm bck2 my study place..

never expect i would miss my homtown so much tis time...

mayb its bcz a three week stay..

alot has happened..

frens, reunion, met new frens...

from d minute i step into my room....

memories flashing bck in my mind..

cant stop d emo-ness...

all i can say is..

"till then, three months we'll hang out again"

hey, 3 months weii, 

anythg could happen...

n its not short...

i nid2 come out n join my frens...

instead of staying in my room...

thots n memories wont stop2 hunt me...

well, i nid time..

to settle everything down..

try2 make myself used to tis old-new place...

 p/s: i miss my family n frens f*cking much weii, seriously...

every minute i'm typing rite now, i feel d loneliness, n emo-ness...

damn, how?

Alcoholic Life

After d first sien week at my homtown...

d following week... 

for no reason...

5 beer sessions in one week...

dice...

cards...

games...

truth or dare...

jz hav fun n f*ck wif tis life...

5/7 nitez went2 drink...

the next day i woke up...

kinda suffer...

3 consecutive nitez of liquor and beer...

bcz i'm not happy wif my "home"...

i guess tis is the best way to "express"...

(sigh)

tis week will have another 2 sessions...again...

so...

hope i can fully enjoy myself...again...

wif my alcoholic life...

ciaozz~

感触

最近闲荡的我无所事事。。

想了很多。。

厌倦这里的生活。。

有位朋友说。。

我想逃避。。

或许吧。。

突然想起以前在我生命中出现过的。。

人。。

那些带来了许多。。

好的。。

不好的。。

回忆的。。

才发现到。。

原来。。

人。。

真的。。

真的。。

失去后才会珍惜。。

珍惜那些。。

不重视你。。

不珍惜你。。

的人。。

为什么。。

犯贱。。

无知。。

＊以上言论纯粹是凌晨4：15分的感触。。

Shade of moonlight

This is another piece of work...

Title: Shade of Moonlight

Model: Bianca

Photo by: Chris

To me, it's still the same....flat

but i just like the toning...

Something extra...

really frustrated recently...

bad tempered...

i don't know why...

damn sien...

tired of something close to me...

bahh....

c&c appreciated, thanks~

I can't be a photographer

Well, once again...

everytime i'm back in my hometown,

surely will go out for a shooting...

well, all i can say is....

i nvr pay much attention when i'm shooting....

my mind was totally out...

thinking other stuffs...

interuptions....

makes me wonder: "should i b holding tis dslr?"....

f*ck...

everytime i get less feel in my work...

anyway, jz a sharing...

c&c appreciated, if there's any...

thanks..

"She, had enough of her life

had enough of everyone around her wanted to escape from this life wonders around, with nobody beside her 

but only her very own companion-The Bear"

Another piece of work, 1st try with vector art design.

短了！

那条短了。。。
怎么办？！
喔～不要想歪。。。
我是说那条每天走的路短了。。。
简单来说。。。
生命天天都在减短。。。
而我在浪费生命。。。
aikz～。。。
闲到。。。
我每天很烦恼。。。
烦恼明天该做什么。。。
烦恼要去哪里。。。
烦恼和谁出去。。。
烦恼那条路会变的更短。。。
闲x2 到。。。
不是“多嗒”，就是喝茶。。。
不是他，就是他。。。
Puff～。。。
晕9了。。。

（搁笔）

怎样?

喝茶。。。
同个地点。。。
同一包烟。。。
不同的人。。。
感觉生疏。。。

没有九号球排挡，
没有“多嗒”的伙伴，
郁闷到极点。。。

闲。。。

PIKOM PC Fair 2009

 Well, went to PC fair on 10th of April...

d day b4 i head back to my hometown...

din sleep for whole day, lepak in Yau's house....

til morning, suppose2 sleep, but end up chit chat, smoke, play pool, yam cha, dota......

lolx.....

suffer weiii....feels lik zombie in d convention center....

but i swear, i enjoyed myself in d pc fair....

shoot some photos of d babes.....but honestly, none of them considered as nice photos....

flat, but jz2 post for teh sharing purpose.....haha...

instead of posting these photos....

i shot some of my frens too...haha....

lolx....glad tat my frens like photography too....

next time can go out4 some shooting again.....

well, now in hometown dy,

damn sien weiiii......

most of my frens r still college-ing....not here...

wat can i do??

gosh....

"If you can do everything, the hardest part is doing anything."

now i understand.....=.=

Miss my days in there.....

d days we don sleep, we "lan gu", pool, dota....

here arr, measure d floor lea.....X.X

hmm...

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duno wat to say dy....

k la, ciaozz....

*p/s: Yang, once u on9, then send u a copy of those fotos, k?